something.

so the reason i'm blogging at work is due to the fact that i am fuming mad. but this anger is nothing compared to the soreness in my throat.

yes, i screamed and screamed and screamed in class. let me just start on how I despise bringing kids to the computer lab. they turn into unattentive, slow monsters. today i decided to book a 1 1/2 slot so the kids can type a new piece of composition. my goodness they took so long! and i need to save all the work one by one. what's worse is there are a few who only managed to type one paragraph. and this is TYPING fyi ok not writing. and i've given the topic 2 days ago. how can i not be mad? bell rang, and there i was screaming like a mad woman.

but boy did i regret. my throat hurts now. and i'm fasting, so there goes my full pahala for the day.

something happened though, when i released the kids from the lab, a student cam back in, (i was alone in the lab) and she asked "Cikgu Shikin nak saya tolong apa-apa?"

I melted right there.

sigh.

don't know how it's possible
but being in love (with you) is an understatement

long time.

right. 2nd half of 2011. work's been ok. alhamdulillah, taking it day by day or programme by programme. 2 years of bond is up. 1 more and i can probably breathe easy. although it doesn't really make any difference. oh wells.

friends are still here and there. sadly, with some parties, it's just not the same anymore. in growing up, we actually grew further apart.

good news, chewy's a mummy. bad news, my biological clock is honestly ticking at an alarming rate. not helping that soo many pictures of new born babies are being posted by friends. yes, friend's/acquaintances' babies. sheesh i'm old. i have to stop myself from imagining i've already started a family. pathetic kan?

good news, siti's married. rozi's day is coming up. i'm so happy seeing them wedded one by one. bad news, (akupunnakkahwinjugak) haha. diam lah.

good news, we've taken another huge step. alhamdulillah. bad news, mesti save up kebabai. but insyaAllah we can do it :)

good news, hamz has grown. bad news, hamz has grown. but i love him too much.awww.

bad news, no one reads my blog anymore. good news, i still have an avid, loyal reader. HELLO ZAKI! =D

gravity-ed

everybody knows
but nobody really knows
how to make it work
how to ease the hurt

i'm guessing i'm really cursed on sundays. not alternate, but really, every single sunday.

i have no idea why but i have the tendency to listen and scream to sara's gravity. i can't quite put a finger on what the song means, but it just pulls your heartstrings, no? maybe the song has the emotionally draining and painful aftereffect once you sing to it. just like mrazs' absolutely zero, jewels' foolish games and mayers' dreaming with a broken heart and slow dancing in a burning room.

so you can guess my songlist in emo-moments huh? don't get me wrong i'm entirely fine. or am i? how do you do it?really? tell me.

miss-ed

loves it when you sleep over and i'd have to wake you in the morning for work

weekends,hurry up now.get this hectic week filled with unnecessary emotional rides over and done with.

who are we kidding eh?

3 more days to breakfast.

4 more to entirely you.

oh stoppit.