i don't love you

hah. just thought the blog needs a revamp. if i'm not lazy, i'll change a bit here and there, will add more pictures of loved ones, but for now, just ogle at adam brody hokay. hot nak mampos aku nak!

anyways, watched pentas.wouldnt say i disliked it, wouldnt say i loved it lah. there were super funny moments.but loved the 'ghost rider'.kekek. best part was when 'salam terakhir' was played. touching kan? abeh emo. but lagik best part was the sort of reunion after that where we were all screaming, hugging, taking photos. ahhh those times...:)

oh will you just look at syahid???hahhhahaahaha

anyways, i realised how much we have grown, how relationships have changed, formed, ended and whatever. haiz..growing up pretty much sucks eh. i miss carefree moments where there's no pressure and responsibilities...where..yang penting enjoy! i miss kekek girls.

one question on my mind right now. should i be the 'knight damsel in gorgeous armour' and save a particular 'damsel knight in distress'? or should i just leave it up to fate; lest it be a rebound, a nothing, or something meaningful?? hmmmm

aku confused. rileks one corner sudah eh. haha

dah lah dunno what else to type. cant wait for karayouok(or not?) with kekeks, soon!

bye!

much love,

shikin

tentang seseorang

aku don't get it why

-imeem sekarang nak kena log in baru boleh dengar lagu
-there are selfish people in friendster, who can view our profile but when we click on theirs', it's set to private access only. hamlau. lebih baik view profile orang anonymously ryte? save the trouble of me having to curse you. seriously!
-why people like to put the blame on others. ok fine, people make mistakes. u don't have to rub it in by emphasizing that that poor soul had done something wrong.right?suka jadi sadist cam gini?
-cats can sense my fear of them that they reaaaally have to come near me. gelinya ya ampun!!!
-i always have to leave things to the last minute although i'm free the whole week(read: friday baru nak rush)
-i cant be bothered to complain or anything when i'm in school, although there are SOME people who just wish to make my department's life miserable. ya,blame it on us, blame everything on us.
-i'm addicted to nasi ayam penyet or nasi ayam. or just ayam. i love roasted chicken. yum.
-uberchubby girls can get ubercute(nak mampos) guys. ok fine, out of point. just a trend i've been seeing lately. ya,ya..sememangnya aku kecewa.
-attached friends can't make themselves free for other single friends or don't make an effort to ask their lonely single friends out.nyet.
-i love it when fiza o sings her birthday songs. FIZA, YOU'RE THE BEST!
-i can watch 'Cinta' a million times and my eyes will still be bengkak from crying too much after that.
-i don't see Taufik Batisah outside, alone. takut kena terkam?
-i don't have a crush right now. coz if you know shikin, you know i have manymany crushes. or used to have. think zah took my place already.
-i just love this song soo sooo sooo sooo much...

akankah seseorang yang kuimpikan kan hadir
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the fifth mountain

yes ar! the long awaited 1 week holiday's here. finally. sad thing is, moi friends semua cam busy, working, projects and everything. hmmmm. so how?? think it's time for me to go guy-hunting already. the 1st official hunt for 2007. where should i "roam"? orchard? sentosa? masjid? lol ahaks macam betul.

but seriously, very boring leh. i really really wanna go out with the kekeks (especially), the secondary school sweethearts, the kiky and the amin. hmmmmm.oh and the cousins. so what can i do to occupy myself? work and clean the house..b-o-r-i-n-g!

must finish reading my borrowed books. think paolo coelho's books calm me down.

damn. should have asked for his number.then we can go to town. since we kept bumping into each other there.

hah. i'm talking to myself.

how pathetic.

btw, i'm looking forward to fridays coz p.e teachers having practicum will come to da school to teach.ada hunk satu. biasa jugak...sememangnya aku mentel.they'll be gone soon though. yawns. NIE trainees are also in my school having their practicum. all the best to them. pretty challenging to be there. seriously,sumpah.

i'm just living each day just because. there will be moments that perk me up but other than that, nope. i'm not having high hopes on anything or anyone, coz they'll just disappoint. sigh~ sounds like i'm jaded beyond repair already. Nizam spoke for me when he said "cepat2 lah berambus" HAHA.

GOD, what is happening to me?

think i need therapy.

or counselling.

or syarif.

oops did i say his name?

HAH.

take care people.

much love!!!




sorrylah aku feeling emo.