doy

nothing's up people. been spending on food and whatnots like nobody's business. cash is drying up fast and i'm not doing anything about it. all i can do is worry and reflect for a whole good five seconds on what i've bought. then life goes on. shikin=spendthrift. perangai busok!

4 days left before we, the newlycrowned seniors (weeweet!) slave ourselves to education, yet again. macam tak habis-habis. but all for the future. :)

i miss those kids.new ones and the old. khalyf called the other day.he must be in sec one or two right now. and my my, suara dah pecah. and he still called to tanya khabar. they've grown. awww. :) for this, i am thankful.

and i'm also thankful for the great moments i get to spend with the phatmily, da cuzzinsgerekpunya, TTC, my geekclan, kekeks (except idah who's busy parading for the country lol). for this, i am thankful again.

so, who says i'm hard to please?

memang kodok lah namanya tu.

blink blink blink

it's time for sayang sayang!(super funny showlahh)

ps: zach vs zidov tmr. woot!

bau bunga

kalau tak pandai pilih minumam di kedai makan yang tak halal, silap-silap kau dah terminum alcohol. renungkanlah.

nak dengar cerita? semalam aku balik jam tiga pagi (i know i know , anak dara yada yada shuddap), sekali tengah jalan past playground tu, bau wangi. bau bunga-bunga. so aku jalan macam mahapantas.mouthing bismillah all the way because kalau aku baca ayat qursi, mungkin alamatnya aku ditertawakan, boleh jadi ayat-ayat tunggang terbalik. so i'd rather not take the risk lest i die of a hard attack right thenthere. note to self: brush up on doas and everything lah setanpemalas.

and so i walked under the block, passed this sleeping cat and thought it was OK already coz, the cat was sleeping lah. soundly lagik. when beneath my estelle and kanye, i heard a long draggy 'eeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh'. perasaan macam fjhcdshfsk**dhfjierklj****!!ndhffiejoerjf!!!! tau. so i blasted the song and walked lagik cepat, lebih cepat dari running for the toilet. and was oh so thankful for the mats under the block. reached home safe. alhamdulillah. phew. note to self: kalau tengah kotor, jangan balik naik night rider. balik naik taxi. HAHA! k fine fine. :)

TA's coming to an end. macam crap sebab Sup belum observe. but i'm getting my social life back.weeeeeeeeee. jadi, nak gi dating balik? jom? :) :) :)

anyways, still have a week's worth of detailed lesson plans to do. start on the practicum file (a'ah aku belum start), worksheets and powerpoint slides. counting down to kay-el (yes, again HAHA). and prezzies!

so jangan complain you dont have time for yourself. Make time ok.

oh fyi. i love mosi. divo loves it and (a) mosi (staff) loves her more. YUP. diy('s friend) loves ayam masak merah. and she loves soft hair. who doesn't. and i love to sleep.

ok dah malas nak bull.

kawan-kawan,siap sedia. beri hormat.

cikgu shikin dah banyak babat.

ok bye. selamat!

kalau tak merepek kerepek tak boleh.

love much!

ps: batman looks like your boyfriend. macam sucks sebab batman hot. but joker, oh joker.for once aku takut nak tengok.sadistically awesome seh heath, u da bomb.

sumpah.selenge.

she was talking in class. red-haired angmoh boy was playing with his stapler. she stopped talking, went over to boy. held out her hand, so boy "voluntarily" gave her the stapler. she walked over to dustbin. threw the stapler away.

recess time.

she came over to red-haired angmoh boy.

"so did you take your stapler from the dustbin?"

"what stapler?"

"you were playing with a stapler just now. have you taken it out of the dustbin?"

"what stapler?"

she stopped and looked at red-haired angmoh boy, blur.

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oh dear god in heaven, it's the wrong angmoh boy.

"nevermind.what are you waiting for? eat your food."

sumpah aku nak lari and ketawakan diri sendiri. kadang-kadang terserlah betul aku nyer selenger.

shikin giler

after 2 whole weeks, we finally met up. the ghetto was uber packed lah, with maturedlookingtwentyyearolds holding cans of drinksthatreek in their hands, acting like a bunch of mediacrazywannabesposingmacammukakluarkatRollingStones.

but we still managed to be in a world of our own.teasing the middle-eastern looking guy and chinaboy. haha. i love that place. and i love korangs, the 'lovelies' (H.A.H.A)

i'm cracking my brain thinking of lessons that's worthy of standing ovations. bukan senang nak 'wayang'. bukan senang nak manage budak. bukan senang nak keluarkan suara. bukan senang nak beri arahan.

hidup ni tak senang. banyak perkara yang korang kena fikirkan. every single time, you have to make a decision. think future people. so stop following the bloody crowd and taking macampaham photographs of yourselves n da hood. stop manipulating people's feelings thinking you've got everyone wrapped around your finger.and stop procrastinating, thinking you have all the time in the world when seriously, you already know that to achieve em, you need to start, like, now.cili tu memang pedas (tapi sedap).

oh i have overdue pictoes. of the geekclan and mat pokok.

pernah nampak joker menari? ramai peminat, you!

just because i've not seen him for the looooongest time and he'll be gone for a whole year doing something he'd always wanted (seriously!) and might just come home with an aussie dudette. ahaks. take care sycool!

and does anyone remember this song? ohmegawd i can actually still sing it, correct lyrics and all! emo lah tu. konon.

it's christian wunderlich's 'why goodbye' fyi.

ok let's do some mentel mental exercise!

they call me 'hell'
they call me 'stacey'
they call me 'her'
they call me 'jane'
that's not my name
oh come on sing with me people!

:)

not so wonderful

oh yes, we tried.
i shan't go further.
oh yes, we were worried.
and you acted like nothing happened
not giving a damn.
oh yes,
we need more practise.
we can do this,
oh yes, we can.
oh damn
i hate it that you're so in love.
oh damn
i hate it that i cared too much
oh damn
i think i should start taking the back seat now.

dah cukup membebel?
k esok nak jumpa mat pokok.
bye!

jangan kesal. putra's out. :(