God grant us patience.
God grant us peace. of mind. and heart.

test number one.

2nd last

mendak. haha. pretty much sucks that i'm still in singapore and will be in singapore til the end of holidays. probably 2 more weeks to buy some new clothes or probably comfy shoes for work. I've yet to clean the room(s) though. so that's one itinery not done. i've bought a journal for us, and wrote down stuff, so at least that's moving somewhere. i've cooked but only cooked stuff i already knew how to. i've also realised how much bawang putih can make a difference in the taste of food. at least mine haha. oh yes, and a winner here, i actually cooked, with mom's help of course, ayam lemak cili padi. baik shikin!and along the way, i've released my short temperedness which does not really prove to be healthy. sabar. :)

i had difficulty sleeping for days because i have urges for the toilet. i pee-ed constantly and alarmed myself. got my pee checked for nine bucks. turns out it's infection. had to complete my rounds of antibiotics which caused me headaches, or probably it's the usual headaches i keep getting. another medicine which looks like urine and taste pretty wild. but at least the urges are decreasing tremendously, alhamdulillah. get yourself checked early if things like this happen to you people.i lived with it for probably a month. not such a good idea.

went for hollywood after hours, which was really, a huge anti climax. yes, i'm too cheapskate for USS. furthermore, i'm a scaredy cat. got no balls for rides man. the fireworks was ok, but kinda hurt our eyes looking directly at them aha. the food, gawd. need i say more? but then again, five bucks.plus three for monorail. takpe, kita belajar.

zah's only coming back on new year.tick tock tick tock. that being said, 2011's gonna be a pretty heart pumping year. work and everything else. Don't despair, never lose hope, coz Allah is always by your side :) yah, from Maher Zain hee :) Insya Allah you'll find your way. we'll find our way :)

there are certain people
you just keep coming back to
:)

hidup bahagia

maaf sayang, i percaya teman i dari kata-kata you yang berputar belit tu. memang otak you bergeliga lah, i tak suka. tapi i percaya, setiap orang mesti pernah kecundang.

jangan sampai yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran.

satu je i nak tanya you, berapa ramai you rasa you boleh kaup?

at its best

oh me goodness.i have a feeling i might rot till holidays are over.this week alone, i've been to geylang TWICE! yes. my mother is taking advantage of me. i should start planning for productive days or i might get depressed. but macam mana nak start eh? hmmm knowing me, i might procrastinate, thinking of what should be done and ta-da! holidays are over. perangai kan?

so pikiran punya pikiran, i did some thinking lah.what i think i should do this holidays, since i'm not going anywhere.gawd! how sad is that!ok here goes. disclaimer: whether i do it or not, is seriously up to my mood.

• clean my room. ok both rooms. this itself might take 2 weeks. one week to mentally prepare myself. few days after that to complain about the mess, which could be mine (or not) and the next few days to finally do it.
• source out school stuff for next year. since i already know which levels i'd be teaching, in which one of them would probably kill me, i should go think of awesome strategies to use. but then again, it has always been nato or mostly reaally spontaneous plans. hmm. we shall wait and see.
• probably get a journal for mus and me. no no, not to jot down our lovey dovey mushy stories, or lackthereof huahuahua. to calculate stuff like duit hantaran, mak andam, duit rumah. AHH just kidding. small calculations, like our budget which we neevveerr seem to adhere to, our kilograms hurhurhur, things to take note of... sounds cool eh? hahah taaappiiii.... :) :)
• meet ups with people. now is da time to really catch me peeps. really. lain masa, jangan complain.
• belajar masak mungkin? haahaaahaaahaaahaahaahaaa don't laugh. i am for real.

hmm i don't know what else? amacam? sounds like a good plan?

so now, anybody wanna motivate me to start with any of those? i'd be grateful :)

enjoy the weekends the rest of you!