like omg

tadi kita pergi Bugis beli cermin mata najip ali. i bought 2 baju $10. i love baju $10 sebab, well, they're $10. cheap cheap cheap. very nice some more. and i had my red extensions. macam minahrep but i loike!

anyways, after that, met a new old friend. sumpah annoytating. diy, u have met ur match. i declare him more irritating than me. sama tahap ngan kau. but it was fun, annoying each other at the movies. for the record, Be Kind Rewind is kekek seh and Vantage Point is like DA BOMB lah. must-watch seh people.

kan bagus kalau hidup gembira. oh and i met taufik batisah. wo! for the record, i didnt run up to him seh. that's amazing ryte? sebab some people malas nak layan my kerenah. tak macho seh. bleah.

by the way,
aku suka hari ni.
just because.
bye!

premature

as she stepped into the holy place, she suddenly felt an overwhelming urge to cry. to sit down, pray and just cry. cry for every little thing that has happened. cry for blocked feelings. cry for the loss of a loved one. cry for bruised relationships. cry for unspoken words. cry for lost time. cry for undeserved attention. cry for what was before. cry for what could have been.

oh Almighty, how she wished for him to be a better person even without her by his side.

oh Almighty, how she wished for her to be happy like she used to.

I chose and my world was shaken. So what? The choice may have been mistaken. The choosing was not. You have to move on. -Stephen Sondheim.

If you keep turning back, you'll miss whatever's infront.

this is for you love.

i'm sorry, still.

oh btw, books are sexy. like ubersexy. but moral notes are just so freakin confusing.

kau nak tahu?

sayang,
aku tak marah.
aku tak sakit.
aku tak benci.
aku hanya penat.
penat nak jawab soalan-soalan.
penat nak bertanya.
penat nak senyum.
penat nak bual.
penat nak layan.
penat nak layankan perasaan.
penat nak berperasaan.
aku cuma penat.
tapi aku tetap akan ketawa.
sebab aku suka.
suka mazlan <--zaki excited.

ultimate high

so it's time for an update once again. life's been preetty much mundane lah. school's even worse. still have yet to touch on the essay. barely even read the question. gosh. what's new.

did i tell you i love borders? you can leave me there, alone, and lock me up, with endless supply of what macdonalds can give you and i'll still be happy. extremely enlightened and refreshed. damn i love love books. :) :) yeah, u guessed it. i bought 3 new ones. can't wait to read em! (buku sastera taknak baca eh?)

and did i tell you,you can get ultimate high without being drunk? how? grape sheesha people. 3 times and i'm gone. like whhhoooooooooooo gone. haha.

and as usual, diy can't stop laughing. but it wasn't so bad this time. but still d.mo, kau macam makcik-makcik melatah kalau dah high on sheesha. muahahaha

lepas tu, marina steps, i loike. i love my girls.

next up, punk-rawk, people! yowza! extension merah kasi satu!skinnys!

k anyways, ini satu kisah..

a little girl wanted to try some rides in an amusement park. the roller coaster tempted her, though she knows she's pretty much afraid of speed and heights for that matter. the other rides just don't seem to entice her as much as this one. you guessed it, she took it. so there were moments she screamed and laughed because it was just so damn exciting, but with every single loop she encountered, her stomach churned.... yet she still wanted to stay on despite feeling giddy.

until the final loop. she couldn't take it anymore. she wanted to scream for the ride to stop, but who would listen to her right? so she endured, stayed on, till it came to a stop.

and then she puked.

why?

that ride was just too much for her.

so apa moral di sebalik kisah ini?

kalau dah takut nak naik rollercoaster, jangan lah naik.kan dah muntah.

heh.

there might be more if you're smart enough.
there can never be just one lesson/ moral in a story right?

k that's it.
time to print the notes, pack the bag and hit em books.
BAIK.

sekolah mana?

helliow semua. guess what i'm doing right now? watching beyonce's concert DVD when i'm supposed to read a malay novel. gosh, girl, you big procrastinator, you! beyonce kadang-kadang macam mengong shiok sendiri eh on stage? but she can really sing seh. WO. butofcourse tak boleh menang me and baby. HAHA.

anyways, so many events happened last week. aku suka!
kita berpantun, menyanyi dan rap y'all macam orangtaktahumalu. =)
kita keluar malam, pergi tengok najip and friends who were suuper adorable lah. lepas tu stretch vocal chords yang tak seberapa.
the phatmily had supper (or as mama pronounce it...suffer)to celebrate mother and pop's 25th wedding anniversary!! woot! i love carousel. walaupun takde raspberry cheesecake dia.but the mee siam the bomb.and the chicken porridge.yum.
finally did the GESL project. tersentuh dan terkesan.
went to zah's event, didn't get to catch Didi (dammit), but ain got herself a fan. HAHA
my sisters and my 2 minah westside went out to shop, then lepak til 1am at fullerton's starbucks. girls, we should lepak there!anyways, guess what we did? taboo, UNO and heart attack. with 3 free drinks courtesy of taugeh. i love free stuff.

anyways, pictoes!
mama and papa. nasib baik senyum. but as usual, mesti ada satu yang tak tgk camera. and for this one, it's mom. never learn ah never learn!

my love-hates.my everything. abang tak handsome.

the minahs. main taboo excited sampai nak terkench.

posing annoytating. nak cover perut.

k i wanna share this with you people. i'm so thankful jamal thought of the Pertapis idea for GESL. finally it's done but it really touched my heart, seeing the elderly there, and knowing they're there because they no longer have any kin in singapore, or just that they are well, to put it harshly, unwanted. The asst admin told us a story of how these 10 kids can't even take care of their parents. They fcuking changed their padlock so the parents can't enter the house. seriously, aku rasa tu binatang, bukan manusia. they are your parents, tergamak seh. how cruel can you be. bunch of cibeys.

anyways, the neneks there are LOVE! macam nak pergi lagi and just talk and eat with them. sayang sehhh....

nek maimon. yang sungguh comel. sayang sangat.

nek sonah. dari jawa ya. i love her. and she dances and sings superbly.

aku macam nak nangis pulak ingat dorang.

emo ah tu.

k bye.