in da club

i've not been reading in quite a while. must rekindle the love.

anyways, read the newpaper today, the article bt that terror suspect (pretty scary i must say) , my gaaaawd that girl can write! she looks familiar too. and her vocab is superb I'd love to read more articles by her. very turn-onnish. i'm so weird, i know.

it's words people. i love beautiful words.

thank god for great beats coz some hip-hop songs, really cannot make it y'all.

You can find me in the club,
bottle full of Bub
Look Mami, I got that X, if you into takin' drugs
I'm into having sex, I ain't into making love
So come give me a hug if you into getting rubbed

do admit boy, tak boleh make it.

no seh.

i have this terrible bugging feeling that .....

i don't know why i always .....

seriously dude, seriously.

12-12.13-12.09.

o my friggin fishball cheeks, i think i'm good luck chuck.
kalau nak sedapkan hati, will get jessica alba soon. hurhurhur.

insecurities aside, zako gave assurance i'll get a mat kay-el.

whatever, okay.

confirm aftereffect of chewy's wedding invitation. my baby's getting married!

and i had a sweet, sweet dream it's so sweet it's never gonna happen.

suka hati lor. briyani ayam zam zam da bomb.

:) ;)

macam nak pergi shopping tapi duit kata no, no no. mother?

bring it on 09

ok so i guess o-nine's taking me on a ride of emotions. only the fifth of jan (weewiit) and i realise i can have so many mixed feelings at one time.

started off with me, as usual restless, in the morning. i am soo not a morning person. wait. not quite a night person too. oh my god, am i even a person? ok diam. totally unmotivated for school, knowing who's gonna take us. surprisingly, the lecture turned out pretty well. yes, i was motivated but am still in denial right now. you get my drift? so am i really motivated to start or not? i heard a silent yes, so insyaAllah. bring it on.

other days, i got so angsty and pissed i swear my zits popped out. now the one on my chin hurts like kena gigit ikan lapar. i got so annoyed i shut off from people. so i thought i'd just shut up and let the angst go before it gets ugly. or i get ugly. for small pathetic reasons. for pathetic reasons that do not need me wasting emotions on. so i chose to feel nothing, not annoyed or angry. just n-o-t-h-i-n-g. i'm good at feeling nothing. yes. so, suck it in.

and did i tell you i got back from sabah receiving great news from phatmily? sexciting i cannot wait.

i chatted with an ex-colleague soon to be colleague again, informing me of news in the school. mixed feelings again. for one, i am thankful i'd be back in a known environment. but then again, you do not know how much i miss my boys. my little ones, how time flies, they're in p3 now can you believe it? and my best class ever? p6!!! oh my god i miss them soooooooooo much it sucks laaaarrr. boleh nangis macam kunyang right now seh. urgh.

best class ever, of course not full force.

my little uns. zicky i miss you!!! and rosyam and raul, aniq, danish! aaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!

not related but true. i had a long dream about you yesternight. can't quite remember what it was all about. but you were there. my becoming, selfish young man.

would be nice to get back the acknowledgement in real life wouldn't it? macam rindu pun ada.

oh wells.

i think i could just be hooked on private practice. and grey's next.followed by Friends. swell.

in denial dua puluh-empat jam

chew one sorry sorry shot

Sabah was breathtakingawesome. to be honest, i'm not left with much of me bonus in the bank and i'm overloaded with seafood. but was greeted home by mother's sambal sotong. deli or what. and prosperity burger is back. sodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap sekali.

08 ended with me no longer being a virgin snorkeler.baik shikin!and since i already know how to really use the diving mask, you bet this won't be the last time.and hopefully the lifejacket doesn't suffocate me. HAHAHA. and the fish, kasi chance k. i might be in the wrong (left me feeling pretty bad about it), though the biting sound they made is still vivid in my mind. (obvious exaggeration laaa, but i suuwwwwear.)

champion sho(r)t.

then amazed by dead audience and the fireworks which got us girls all excited one moment and terrified the next. macam jatuh on us. scaareemarreee. but really funny. long live fire!

started off the New Year doing a tribal dance and where adik almost got killed by the tribes. played their games which i really sucked at. i do not even have the power to aim. macam siak. tak boleh diharap betul. kalau aku orang kadazandusun, siang-siang dah mati kena sumpit agaknya. spotted the proboscis monkey which was fun but we got bored after a while haha and saw fireflies in the dark, making the trees look like it's christmas. and the starfilled sky, gorgeous.

macam scary.

si monyet hidung besau.

next day, had a bumpy ride to Mount K. cheh berbual macam mendaki gunung. we went to kinabalu park and tracked up to the canopy walkway i.e. jambatan atas pokok. seriously, what a way to start the new year right? i was obviously captivated by the gorgeous scenery near the Mountain. and when we need to walk up, we were half dead actually. ni lah gara-gara tak exercise langsung. baru 500m and we were complaining already. shame on us. hoho.

tu gunung balu cina aka Mount Kinabalu kat belakang. hitam belegam.

then the real thrill begins. walking on the plank (of course with nets surrounding it). 5 canopies totalling to 500m across, and get this, 40 m high. aku sumpah, if my pessimistic side won, i'd have cried and shivered the whole time. but i was silently motivating myself, and not thinking of the worst. looked down a couple of times, macam nak terkencet pun ada coz you can't even see the ground. kalau jatuh kirakan kau termasuk bawah tanah straight ah. (exaggeration, yet again, i think)

step ada courage. boleh tahan ah.

then berendam in the hot spring. kids boobs sebab macam mandi bathtub with hot water. but what the hell, feels so good after climbing the mountain (stoppit). and van-ed down again this time with heavy rain andrew the closet f1 driver had to slow down (a lil) coz fog was covering his view, and of course ours, as passengers (hey aku tak tido all the time ok). saw 2 accidents along the way. praying like mad silently. and we saw not one, but two rainbows side by side. total beauty!!

on top of that, bargained, ate and laughed a lot. very good holiday. met people from different parts of the world. and sabahans are really wonderful people. awesomeness and really, really pretty memories :)

with tallest

hooookeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

on a less exciting note, school starts in a few hours time. thank god for free friday baby.

much love!