tangled up

no, it's not that i've fallen for you.

it's just that i'm comfortable.

Dr. Meredith Grey: At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day - those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.

:) me likes grey's quotes. a lot.

balibong

i'm always awed by nature. thus, going to bali really gave me a hakuna matata effect, albeit only for three days. such breathtaking serenity. and of course, the wonderful people. our guide on the second day was beyond nice we were all moved to tears when we parted ways. he's just so sincere and honest, i pray for nothing but the best for him and his family.god bless them.

that's us. we did sweeeeeet for first-timers.

and that's nora. nah, i'm changing my alterego's name. shashabiols?muahahaha. what's a true holiday without a pic by the beach, yes? the sun, sand, sea. perfect. this time round it's even better. i saw both sunrise and sunset. whhhhheeeee.

pics are really not with me. i maha malas nak take pictures. was capturing em in memories (macam paham). but nothing beats the romantic-ness of it all i.e. that dinner by the beach at jimbaran (swooooooooons) and of course feeling on top of the world looking down to gawdawesome indian ocean. cantik sampai tak tahu apa nak cakap.

ok dah. maybe i'll post more. maybe not.

mau rokok kretek?

foolish games

well, excuse me

guess i've mistaken you for somebody else

somebody who gave a damn

somebody more like myself

i had foolish games on repeat mode since i walked out of school, all the way to the bus stop, in the bus and all the way home. awesome song i must admit. jewel is just priceless.

you know how sometimes you get so hooked on something. wasn't "love at first sight" to begin with. but it just grows on you?that's exactly the relationship between me and you. you and you and you. don't bother asking. i might not necessarily be talking about humans. ;P

anyways, holidays are already here for me. dates anyone? hurhurhur. the sucky thing bt being in this line is your working friends are not having their breaks like yours, unless they want to of course. but priority's always given to those with families. so friends, how about building families alreadyyy? ha.

k. i'm sleeping early tonight. waking up late tomorrow. msn's sooo boring. thank god the queen entered for a while HAHA. tabik tantawi wa kasi sama lu. and i kinda miss the daily "so what random thing you did today" question.

so, what random thing did you guys do today?

live.laugh.love. (inspired by ellen)
shikin

gawd you're delusional.

and guess what? i'm unleashing Nora. bye shikin.

macam lama tak dengar kan.

perasaan aku?

happy. i am really,really proud of you.but i'm gonna miss you sooo much. :( boleh nangis sebaldi seh. tahan beb, maintain. esok rabak. confirm.

perasaan aku?

dah tawar hati dah. dah tak kuasa pun nak beri pendapat atau kata-kata semangat. last-last dektu jugak yang kau pilih per. nama dia jugak yang kau sebut-sebut. buang masa aku aje.

perasaan aku?

entah. aku tahu niat kau baik (sebab pernah kena coloured). tapi tak payahlah semasa kau keluar dengan dia pun nak text aku. hairan bin ajaib. kelakar seram pun ada.

perasaan aku?

penat tapi excited. orang kata ghairah ah. part mengajar je. seminggu perhatikan mereka. insyaAllah aku yakin. tentang takde life ke apa semua, tu hal ehwal masing-masing. yang penting, sabar.

and go. lepaskan frust menonggeng kau tu. lepaskan bad stress. pressure tak perlu simpan sorang-sorang. yang rugi pun nanti engkau juga. kalau stress tu ringan-ringankan lah tangan call/sms aku, ajak keluar makan ke. tapi tak semestinya aku layan. mungkin kalau kau nak belanja makan, aku on. ;P

anyways, semalam best. dah lama tak keluar and have sooo much fun. on a wednesday night lagik. terharu tengok keakraban dorang bertiga.walaupun semua dah berpunya. (eh macam ryhme). "members" aku? hah. tak usah lah cakap. buat malu aje.

oklah aku dah penat nak fikirkan apa-apa yang membelenggu fikiran aku ni.

oh lagi satu. aku suka tau budak-budak ni. they're sooo innocent. i mean it's pretty obvious we'll know their names right. like hello, they have name tags. this P-satu boy cakap dengan aku tadi...

him: cikgoo, how you know our names?
me: i have special powers.
him: given to you by..?
me: God.
him: Allah?
me : nods and :)

cute kan? haha.

bye.besok yawn sampai pukul empat. lepas tu shiokalicious.

perasaan kau pula?

shit. i'm so incompetent.