pictures a plenty

Right here are the pictures! Sesiapa yang rindu I, sila tatap wajahku hingga puas. Hehe

here's the phatmily, with Datuk and Nenek. i tak puas hati because out of the hundreds (exaggeration) taking our photos, no one even bothered to tell us we were THAT not aligned. hmph

that's the cucus. there's 4 more who were late.

Right so a warning to those who don't know me well enough. I like to take pictures with artistes and well, guys ahaks. gatal? yes. malu bertanya tak dapat haha. but these guys are family and i love em so. Oh why not girls? we girls were soo busy doing duno what sampai takde time to take pictures together. And if take pics with girls cam inferior kan. nak lawan siapa lagi meletop. haha kidding lah.

that's me and a statue that pouts. Nak tahu, patung tu namanya Din. and the pout is semula-jadi. You'll see why. scary.

i told you.


memang padan muka kau abang.

Oh yeah, these were my dates for the 1st day of raye.

ni darling I, Hazim

and this is my sayang, Fazly

yang di bawah are my minahs. love em.and i pakai kain 'Mawi world' tapi ade ke some makciks use these kain to make baju butterfly? TSK. super tak glam.

there should be more family pictures coz we'll be 'rounding' again this weekend. yowza! my throat already hurts from drinking too much fizzy drink. tsk tsk tsk. gelojoh.

ok say 'bye bye' yayat!!

lol.adious!

heartsaflutter

Assalamualaikum. Selamat HAri Raya maaf zahir batin. muacks muacks.

maklumlah takut busy sangat tak dapat jumpa kan. Tapi i tahu Kiky rindu I. muahaha. Zah! zaki rindu kita. HURHURHUR. dengar-dengar siapa rindu kena belanja. betul.sumpah. orang kata eh bukan I kata :)

ok back to what i was gonna blog about. Hmmm I kinda forgot already. how?

oh oh! I remembered. maybe i should do them in point form. it's random, nothing new..and i'll just write what comes to mind hor?

• Me and the sisters decided to wear the sexy baju after all. *coughs biatch coughs* feeling jambu per. heh ptui.
• i succumbed to 'teknik rebonding' (omg i hear people wailing already).hey at least it makes my head feel lighter and i feel good and pretty. so i feel pretty good. hehe.
• i am sooooo in love with prisonbreak. now it's top of my list already.so move, meredith grey!siapa suruh u still do it with mcdreamy when there's mr vet? hmph. plus point: i cannot wait for scofield to save the doctor. my hero! swooons
• i think my attraction for guys with "ns" hair just grew because of wentworth. he's soo OMG OMG OMG OMG kan? and samuel rizal too!! i just caught "apa artinya cinta" (ok-oklah but ada part merepeks).. and back to samuel, he's also very sexy leh.the head. the 'tongong' face. the bod.THAT SMILE omg omg omg gituk. so ns boys.. you can start singing "i'm bringing sexy back..yeah" lol ok not all though.terpulang pada confidence level masing-masing yer.
• i'm so scared!my boys are having their malay papers on Monday!tsk.nervous and excited too coz i set their papers (ceh!!weeweet)
• i smiled at my secret admirer. muka dia terus classic i tell you! priceless.. haish.
• my P told me something when she saw me in the office the other day, which made me smile the whole time i was in the office. sampai print papers pun tengah senyum. Alhamdulillah.Syukur.

Ok that's it. I'll post pictures soon. Take care of yourselves!!

Love,

Shikin

stop it

so i'm feeling pretty P.O right now. The reason being.. Miss Red decided to pay me a visit today. yes, today. not tomorrow, not lusa. meaning I don't get to fast the whole month like what I was hoping for. dang. Thanks a lot for giving me a pimple breakout eh hormones or whatevers.

tapi takpe. Raya's just around the corner. and the first day's gonna be a bit disappointing. Decided not to wear the baju we wanted to. Sexy maut ah. Bapakku baik nak maafkan aleh2 tiada maaf bagimu nanti Muahahaha. So it's just plain normal baju kurung. Tapi kalau dah cun pakai ape pun jambu per. Hurhurhur.

Anyhoos, I've been feeling pretty bingit lately. And to tell you the truth, I just realised I have a much higher tolerance level towards the females than the opposite sex. I have no idea why. Tu sebab lah aku takda boypren sampai skarang. I simply cannot stand men who's so mengada-ngada. And what? dengar-dengar lelaki sekarang dah petty?? tak dapat ah!

petty and ngada-ngada boys. seriously, don't come near me.

the ones yang expect me to call them every single day, or expect me to answer their call all the freaking time like as if i have nothing to do but sit around and wait for you (wah rhyme!), also, please, just lose my number. Aku nak space. And you don't go around and judge me saying i'm cold and dah berubah, when you've only been close to me for what?a few weeks? Stop it lah kan.And calling repeatedly will only make it worse. Sumpah.

You just don't know me well enough. Aku tak suka telephone. You love to talk, you call someone else. Ok? Nyet.

Maaf Zahir Batin ah.

Anyways, just to let you know..School ends at 10 for the Muslims tomorrow. I swear I'm gonna leave school with my boys..flashing big smiles!hurhurhur. I'll try to video them saying 'selamat hari raya' or singing raya songs. Dah kecoh babe. Yes amazingly, seirritating mereka, I can tolerate these boys..all 35 of em. I love korangs!

And did I tell you I love these people also??? Girls, the time spent is really never enuff eh? One whole day together lahhhhh. Soon. Bila part ada orang nak treat tu. Hehe. LOVE KORANGS!! thanks for always being there for each other ahaks.

ok bye. and ikhlasly, maaf zahir batin. :)

hand over hand

hey korangs! shikin sungguh rindu serindu-rindunya!! urgh. 4 days of PSLE marking days starting from tomorrow. Nak tahu aper? Si kental ni was actually rejoicing to the thought that I don't have to attend school for 4 days.

The truth was in fact, a disappointment. I forgot I'm no longer the student. slenger bacin kan? SO I have to be in school til 5!! Lima dok! And we're fasting! Oh My God, how am i gonna survive in school till late, not doing anything? Ok bedek. Luckily there's P1 orientation admin stuff to take care of. so, should I be happy or not? Nyet.

Right, so Eid's nearing and the house's still in a mess, my room especially. Sisters....OUR room! ok considering the fact that I only spend 10 minutes in my room every single day, I should actually regard the living room as mine. Yes, I sleep in the living room. I can't be bothered to pull the bed every night, clean it nicely and push it back in every single morning..when SOME people just have to make their own bed when they wake up and tu pun malas nak mampos and just leave it unmade like that. sheesh. Yer memang kadang-kadang aku ngada-ngada and particular about these stuff. Sometimes dirty and messy places are just sooooooooo bloody annoying.

And once again, I contradict myself, coz I too, am too lazy to clean the house. Kena tunggu mood rajin datang ah. Skarang belum lagik. heh. mood raya pun belum sampai.

Cakap pasal Raya kan.. I really really miss Syah Ibrahim's programme on Ria, which was aired every morning during the last fasting month. The one where family members from different parts of the world call up their loved ones in Spore. Abeh berbual and nangis nangis coz they tak dapat celebrate raya together. And I remembered tearing up too, listening to that (and of coz because I don't want to and dread going towork attachment every day). That was really touching. Dee, go tell your boss I miss him on radio. Sumpah.

And,like Dee, I watched Heart also and cried buckets watching it. I watched twice and well, cried more buckets. Ok merepek + lame. But seriously, go watch it. Lagi-lagi Kiky yang tgh in love with Acha Septriasa. Puhlese. Nirina Zubir is Uber Cute and Irwansyah kinda look like Ariel.

So my eyes were swollen on Saturday morning, thus sparking off the bad mood. plus, I had to attend a character development workshop at 8. where? safra yishun (maha jauh).to top it off.. my super lazy bro was well, super lazy to send me. Nasib baik dad was being a sweetheart that morning, despite being sick. Love you pops!

I thought it was gonna be a super draggy 6 hour long talk. But no.. ok we need sometime to loosen up and really wake the brain cells up ryte? Come on, it's Saturday. But at the end of the whole thing, I believe every single participant left with great memories and were inspired by the two speakers. At least, I really was. Really. It somehow instill more passion and drive in me to become a much better teacher and person altogether. Macam touching.

Oh, that aside, I was at super close proximity with the secret admirer last friday. It was super cute lah. Tapi macam sungguh too bad gitu kan?

Ok dah lah. I ran out of news already. Oh before I forget, to one of my lovers, fazly.. please take care of yourself and makan ubat. Tulah dah tahu penat and ngantuk siapa suruh naik motor? Kan dah susah. You're so lucky it wasn't all bad ok. So, Alhamdulillah. But please don't scare me like that again hor. Raya nak dekat Oi. Pandu dengan cermat. Ingatlah orang yang tersayang.

And to shala, please be strong in taiwan. those who know you will definitely miss you when we eat the ketupats and kuih rayas. Heh.

Ok toodles! Take care!

Much love,
Shikin :)

rollercoaster

oh my God i think i have a secret admirer.... which is no longer a secret (to me) because it's preeeeeeeety obvious. nyet.


anyhoos boy, you just made my ego larger by 547 times.


this is so sexciting.

fix you

Hello lovers!

Maciam exciting gituk. The radio's playing hari raya songs already. Weeeee!Tapi stop it eh. jangan enjoy sangat. last few days of Ramadan lagik feeling syahdu... hormats okies.

Talking about hormat. What is up with with muslims eating and smoking outside when they are supposed to be fasting? We should really implement rules that such people be fined. really. turn-off. Dah tua pun.. astaghfirullah. insaf beb. My 8 year olds can tahan and you can't? Sheesh.

Anyways, I just realised I've been missed by many. (Ehm macam faham coughs). Ok fine. I miss everyone!! Cannot wait to meet Aishah! Harap2 jadi,okies? And I also realised my lovers are having problems at work. Come on gurls! Endure for a month and kita tengok cam mana?? Ok best.

And you would have already realised by now how random every single posts of mine are. Yer memang betul. Fikiranku selalu bercelaru. Mana nak tulis ni. Mana nak excited bilang tu. Over. And I thought I could really write well, but tu semua in my head jer. should have some wire to connect the brain to the computer, jadi senang sikit. (Idea baik=10 points)

Oh did I ever ever tell any of you I'm an Indo, Malay, Phillipines VCD/DVD freak? I can go crazy at Muzika especially when the new ones arrive. And i just bought Heart (screams!!!) and Apa Artinya Cinta (screams louder). Gosh been waiting sooo long ok. I literally made a 'triumphant' gesture when I saw the vcds at Muzika tadi. Oh the selenger bacinness. I can still recall the conversation I had with the Abg there a few months ago...

Abg Muzika: Adik minat cerita-cerita Indonesia eh?
Me: A'ah.
Abg Muzika: Abang pun..

Ok macam nothing right? but if you know how the abangs Muzika are like.. you'll get my drift..tokyo drift. No offence though. Maaf Zahir batin. peace.

Hmm ape lagi? ah... those with cable, go catch 'sisterhood of the travelling pants'. I LOVE it. Because of that movie, I actually slept at 3 am and went to school with puffy eyes hokay. And it's not because of the lack of sleep, It's because I cried watching it. Best giler, for girls I mean. So girls, if you wanna have a lepak session with just girls, you know.. hang out kat rumah and whatevers.. rent or buy the DVD and watch it together. Awwww.ps: the boys are cute too.


really.watch it.

Ok topic ape pulak? yes. read the forum page on Berita Harian. Ada sort of debates about disciplining children and who is to blame when the kids go wrong-teachers or their parents? Very interesting. Yang buat me bingit was someone who actually wrote in saying it's totally the teachers' fault because they don't instil discipline in the kids kat skolah. OK.... like Heellllllllllloooo? obviously tak pakai otak. obviously tak tahu sebatang haram pun yang terjadi in school. obviously tak ambil kisah. maaf cakap lah yer. Maaf zahir batin.

i honestly know what a good family background, with good religious ed can do to a kid. and well, the opposite. and the reality of the latter is just painful. too painful.sumpah.

you wanna know more..can ask me. about the BH forum that is.i keep the clippings. tension babe.

oklah sedih ah kalau berbual pasal this topic. Coz i'll be reminded of the boy. and how he only had to sit for 2 written papers.......

and he didn't turn up. and he still hasn't been home. and all the stationery I bought for him (in case he turned up) just laid there on my table. and how crushed i was to know he wasn't there.
and how Kak mentioned "I rasa Shikin, dia dah give up. I think he feels useless. Yalah because he can't read and everything, so I think he doesn't see the need."

because honestly, I will do anything to help him. Ok. i tried before. I just cannot let go lah.HOW?? HOW?I guess he's just special to me uh?Siol ah. rindu seh. I dreamt about him twice ok. and in one, he was actually crying.... to me.

This sucks. big time. Sumpah I'm emotional. I'll stop now lah.

and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

i will try to fix you

Take care all.

the morning after

Loves,

Happy Children's Day!!! Wooot woot!! Gosh when was the last time we really celebrated children's day? i seriously cannot remember. I do remember, though, that we neither got ourselves a holiday nor a children's day celebration/gifts or whatever during our secondary school life. and trust me, i was really bratty and sore about it. But we had youth day. youth day?sheesh. boring.

What i truly remembered about children's day were the songs we had to sing year after year. One being 'Semoga Bahagia', where most guys were really just changing the lyrics to crappy stuff like 'sopan-santun dengan setan-setan' (a'ah dulu memang kelakar, sekarang mengaruts) and of course, the one i still love till now.."heal the world" by michael jackson. sedap! masih ingat dulu hentam-bocai nyanyi.. 'for you and for me and the ultimate human race.' it's entire, darling. HEH.

but now, macam tak rasa. though i still got to listen to "heal the world" every morning before morning assembly, we didn't officially sing the song on children's day itself. not even semoga bahagia hokay. and children's day celebration was quite a bore except for the games where my class WON 1st and 3rd!!nyet nyet nyet. tak sangka. naughty and talkative but can run. energetic mah. HAHA hurrah 1F!

speaking of energetic. kenapa bulan puasa jer my budak-budak suddenly became over talkative?? hairan bin ajaib seh. dah lah bising..asyik nak pegi toilet jer! pokemon!spinning erasers!magnets!urgh

sesungguhnya aku berpuasa. i really blew my top last thursday man. BUT geram-geram pun cikgu kasi children's day gift ok. i called upon one by one. no smiles. muka marah. then suara semua cam tikus when they received the gift."terima kasih cikgu".hehe cute.

yah u guys must be tired of me talking bt my boys in almost all my posts. sorry lah. currently, my world revolves around them. Heh. solution...get me a boyfriend. quick. Tadi dad was asking me and sis to get someone yang ahli sembahyang. Insya-Allah pops! Priorityku yang beriman mangs! macam mawi pun takper. hurhurhur

and i just bought $11 worth of famous amos no nuts cookies. nafsu nafsu. Jemput eh siapa yang nak. Tak yah malu-malu.

you know what? the purpose of the post is actually to inform you guys.. ok whoever who watches "Supernatural" on AXN every thursday night.. that the first season has ended. i cannot cannot wait for the 2nd season and I'm gonna miss the gorgeous brothers so. Tapi takpe, what's Wentworth Miller for? Gosh for a hunk his name is quite a mouthful eh? Girls, watch PrisonBreak. Not just for him, but for the storyline and everything. Bagus!

All the best for Idah and Kham. Embarking on a new journey eh? Working world is full of challenges. Be strong. Keep your head up high. Nak hugs, tell me. Muacks. Selalu sebut ni dalam hati..that's what my dad always tell us.."Ya Allah, permudahkanlah perjuanganku"

Ok. sumpah this post is really random. Biasa jugak.

take care of yourself.Remember, life doesn't wait for you to get back on your feet.

Much love,
Shikin

ps: Do tag. kalau tak mendak. hate tags? lagi exciting. consfirm.