ahh i love 9 september. pierre andre is soo manjaaa i sukerrr. fasha's gorgeous seh, despite the doraemon voice. and the whole story's great lah. meleleh airmata you know!
school's ok i guess.despite being penat coz of long breaks in between. i bet we'd appreciate them more since projects are piling up. aishah's being a total pain in the butt but i love her so haha. bila nak taubat eh kita? and i miss nad, diy and dore. macam tak complete gituk.
train rides home spell mp3 and sleep. i read from a book yesterday.. sleepwatching's the new meditation. but seriously, you wouldn't want to see me sleep in the train. you'd be embarrassed for me.
oh yah happy 21st to baby. seriously, stop thinking the world revolves around you. haha.
anyways, i don't think i can survive this. somebody's gonna get hurt, (do not think russel peters) eventually. and honestly, i don't want that to happen. i played with fire seh. tulah pandai-pandai lagi. now i don't have the guts to face the consequences.kalau boleh i don't want anyone to get hurt but that would be too much to ask for because dah blardy obvious pun. but i can't stop this. i don't know how. and i don't wanna lose what we have. again too much to ask for sebab it's bound to happen. you win some, you lose some. but nobody said anything about being broken!
why must it get this difficult? how confident am I of the next few steps I'm gonna take? why am i still affected by everything though i thought i had made up my mind? why is it so complicated? why am i still agreeing to everything? why does it hurt so much?
i'm losing this, people.
bye.
Friday, January 18, 2008
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