oh dear lord why am i ranting so much

let us mourn the loss....
of my emotions.

i think i just died.

my immune system's going haywire.
da cramps struck me the whole day (and night).
i'm a walking zombie.
my purple extensions don't entice me anymore.

i want to run away.
go to Pattaya.
then come back when i feel like it.
or not come back at all.

then i'll feign a psychotic drama episode.
so i'll be released from ze bonbond.

very senang cakap.

i'll get back on my feet lah.

i just need some motivation.

and air tickets to Thailand

:)