alexander supertramp

i've read the book- "into the wild". nak tunggu the dvd jer. anyways, i have mixed feelings towards this one. i love it yes, but i dislike the fact he died in the end. (no lah people, ni bukan spoiler, you should know he died). died, all alone, starved to death (or so they say). very ironic. he said he was happy. could you really be (happy) in that situation? but i loved the fact he made impact on so many people's lives. and the fact that he risked everything and gave everything, to be with nature, to find inner peace? he died doing smtg he loved, he got what he wanted in life i guess. with that, respect.

ooh and i love the quotes they have in every chapters as well. vair nice. one of my faves would be:

"He is mad about being small when you were big,

but no, that's not it,

he is mad about being helpless when you were powerful,

but no, not that either,

he is mad about being contingent when you were necessary,

not quite it,

he is insane because when he loved you,

you didn't notice".

Donald Barthelme,

The Dead Father

tersentuh eh? next book? maybe. heh.

anyways i hate the fact school's starting very soon. something's just not right this semester and i cannot quite put a finger on it. i really dread coming to school. i cant sleep thinking about school and the assignments but i'm not doing anything about it, at all. and my mind keeps wandering off to crappy nonsense when i should be starting something.

i lost my focus,people. i lost my motivation. i lost my mojo. AHA.

Ya Tuhan, berikanlah hambamu ini cahaya ketenangan.

dan kamu juga. :)