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hey luurrrvvveeesss!besok holiday kaper.anyways, would just like to share this song with you peeps. sedih banget. if you thought perpisahan (by abang anuarku) was sad, this is even more heart-wrenching (lol) i tell you! confirm! ni kes when u listen to it in the bus, car or anything, muka confirm busok!muka mengembeng gituk ah. fuyo. trust me. the video is even worse. sigh~~~


will update more soonest.maybe tomorrow.kan tak sekolah(weeehoooo).
kekeks,4th may,berdegup-degups!!

:)

pained

like FINALLY. Miss Red decided to pay me a visit. thanks eh. *snaps fingers* lain kali cepat sikit eh please, ada timing hokay. please stick to the cycle.
but Miss Red decided to bring her best fren. and now i'm having super terrible menstrual cramps i feel like puking. nak stand straight pun cannot, but amazingly, i can still type. wow. i'm amazed by my own powers.nyeheheh. nasib baik tadi takde swimming kalau tak aku dah mati terkangkang.

ok so what happened in school today?
--was pretty disappointed i didnt get my anak angkats. sigh.
--aku kena maki fcuk. baik ah. YES!
--my p4s whom i'm having a love hate relationship with drew "HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ms Nur Ashikin" on the board before remedial class. alalala. belated 13 hari kau! but sweet nonetheless.

ok bye.my Yusuf..where are you??

makes me wonder

there he was. Yusuf. serenity in his face.soothing effect on her throbbing headache.his lips broke into a smile.perfect. a smile that suddenly formed on her lips. MasyaAllah. then she realised.yes, he's the One. oh they're gonna have such beautiful, soleh & solehah babies together.

snap. wishful thinking.

but he was really there. really.

but his name's not yusuf.

heh. i gave it to him the moment i saw him.

tapi seriously, dia gorgeous.

and if his name's really Yusuf, then there might be a possibility that we're gonna have babies together. AHAHA.

shuddap.

aku cair.

aduh duh duh duh duh duh duh~~~~

eh?dangdut lah pulak.

okdah lah. school tmr. my anak angkats...here I come to drill you boys!!

oh and peeps, check out maroon 5's new song. shoulders korang confirm bergerak. eh eh!

much love,
Shikin

of flirting, annoyance and broken hearts

if you tell me i'm making a huge hoohaa regarding the matter..let me ask you something.. what does 8 years mean to you? sigh. i've given up. i'm not even gonna bother standing up for you anymore. yes, that's how much hurt you've caused me.

to those who remembered, thanks guys :) much love! life just gets more fun knowing there are real people out there, who, insya-Allah will never change, no matter what, no matter WHO. kekek girls, i'm eternally grateful. Alhamdulillah, Amin.. for you girls.

observation went great. amazingly, the boys were superbly well behaved, aku tgh ajar pun nak terburst out laughing. nak lollipop punya pasal.then kecoh again when it's over. .yes, i bribed. hello? i only get to take them for 2 days before that and u wanna observe me teaching them? rilek sua.and after the cluster meeting, i just realised how different my boys are from the kids in other schools.

anyways, presenting to you..... the P(han)twos...

cikgu: ooh tadi semua senyap, baik eh....
P(han)twos: alah tadi kan 'ACT' ajer

ok, lain story..tadi aku scream macam orang gila in the field, during PE. i used the word 'freaking' ...as in...stop playing and give me the freaking ball!!! yah..shoot me. nasib baik the real F word was 'shouted' in my head only. heh heh heh.

anyways, pictures of presents will be uploaded sooooon! thanks korang!!

to loved ones and you..korang buat hatiku tersenyum :)
to the other you...you suck.

much love,
shikin!

stolen and sunburnt

poof!there goes the loong holiday. fun day-cheering with my boys-key lime-pening with tiger busok-psychological game-bowling-4am-adoption thingy yg tak menjadi-super short disappointment turned to degap-degup excitement-sentosa-frisbee-suntanburnt-shower with peacocks-sillybilly screams-karaoke-cinta di akhir garisan-faizal oiam-hady mirza-jaclyn victor-mukhsin's out!!-faizal's married with 2 kids (damn)-yanti & faris weds(selamat pengantin baru!)-exchanging hugs with rozi(rindu!)-ramen ten... ahhh fulfillment!

so that's basically how i spent my days from thursday to yesterday. pretty packo but super fun. what about today?? buat worksheets dok..observation's on 11/4. mampos aku. must bribe the kids to behave already. hurhurhur.

anyways, no matter how i run away from it, the truth is, the big TUWENTEE WAN is nearing. setakat tidur dua kali jer and i'm one year older. already. still no calon. how to get married by 24? you tell me lah.takper, kita simpan duit dulu ohkay? jadi once i find a calon and he says "will u marry me"..boleh angguk tak tahu malu-ly. bedek ah. the guy must save the fulus also ryte.

so guys, save up from now k. u never know u never know. and please teguhkan the Iman. the power of the iblis is getting stronger..dah ramai yang succumb to it. seriously, you don't want to be next. confirm plus chop menyesal. (wah!National Ed.?)

ok that's it. don't get too close, babe. just don't,baybeh.

hentikanlah saja jenaka bermadah

biasa terlalu sering ku dengar

ceritera cinta tiada berubah

hanya mimpi yang indah

akhirnya nanti kecewa

-ceritera cinta by Jaclyn Victor & Rio Febrian

~ouch~

i LOVE JAC! listen to da song here

ok bye!much love,

shikin rawks (still)