cukup cukup oh cukuplah

explain to me again why i am so bloody fcuked up over this matter?

oh yah.

it has been happening time and time again.

that's it?

no?

right. because you actually bothered to do all that.
Albeit all your complaints and rantings.

wow.

there should be more right?

yes.

because you went back on your words.
whatever you said and whatever you did,
tak sama langsung,
tak sama.

what does that show?

that you're an asshole?

that i'm a bigger asshole for actually giving you so many chances?

goddammit.

aku cuma tahu for now aku bingit dengan kau,
aku bingit dengan perangai kau.
aku bingit dengan aku.

i should seriously stop giving a damn about you right now.

ok cool it.
let go.

i BETTER have fun later.
but the fact remains,
you're still an ass.

and i am stronger than this.
i know.