same old brand new

hi kawans. saya potong rambut. amat sedih but i need a change. long hair, you've served me well. =)

takes some getting used to lah hor. new hair. attracts new breed of males right. hurhurhur

stoppit with the peace sign.

and omg da pipi begedils.

k. 10 page assignment to be done. must look for sajaks for individual and group presentations.

2 proper closures.

1 tak tahu malu question to ask.

and a whole lot of new dates.

yang last tu exaggeration. purely exaggeration.

salams. sayangs.

keluh

Pura-pura
tanya khabar
tegur sapa
jatuh cinta

tanya khabar,
untuk apa?
sekadar
tunjuk budi-bahasa

tegur sapa
dengan kita
mata liar
tengok siapa

jatuh cinta
sebab tiada.
orang lain,
berperasaan juga

main-main
terjerat sendiri
makan diri
kau yang rugi.
kita gembira.
sayang,
kau yang rugi.
lupa diri,
atas sebab
pura-pura

dysfunctional

so the truth came out and hits everyone like a cannonball. acceptance is very difficult. do not be selfish. that's for both sides. one man show ke? dah build then destroy? sakit. tahu sakit?

you know i just realised how it's not only chemistry that brings you to a certain clique. it's also because of stuff you know. to avoid? to share? a common hate? i dunno. oh wells, no one's perfect. take TTC for example, we have a knack for kutuking each other and people find that intimidating, or just plain mean. but hell, it's all love actually.

Shah, Diy, Divo, Baby. i LOVE you girls. Thank you. :)

i need to read more. my brain cells are depleting. not fun. you're not as funny as before. i can't smile knowing there's a totally different person out there. i need to know you. bodoh.

i need to start reciting poetry. mendeklamasikan sajak. emotions. would be fun now wouldn't it? HAHA. i'm still clueless in sastera though.

i duno what else to say. I'm sorry little boy for cutting you off like this. i don't need another problem.

a bed that's warm with memories

can heal us temporarily

the misbehaving only makes

the ditch between us so damn deep

ok me. be prepared for round 2.

nak makan nasi ayam penyet ah.

sayang seribu kali sayang.

standing in the rain

just when i thought everything's too good to be true................. it really is :)

tadi kita tak bayar sheesha................. how apt :)

and taboo's the new charades..................... if you're playing with baby :)

p.s: diam lah. just stoppit.

sayang sayang sayang.

:)

battleships

It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves ~ Shakespeare

yes, cerita The Leap Years took that quote. kinda saw it at Tv Mobile. I love Shakespeare. But try asking me about Pramoedya Ananta Toer or other Malay/ Indo writers. or better still, don't try. i'll disappoint. kata ambil sastera eh? entah lah mak pon tak tahu! but i'm trying, i just need the right motivation. :) hei, saya masih orang melayu yang suka melayu tau, seperti lagu-lagu jiwang ;p cuma nak kena banyak membaca jer.

that day, me and sis asked mama bt her love life with papa. have u tried asking ur parents that? kinda interesting to know huh? how they got to know each other, their first date, how dad wooed mum, how she knows he's the one and things like that. mama was very willing to open up lah HAHA. funny seh.

and at this instant, kiky would say.. asyik pasal love jer! lovey-dovey eh sekarang ur blog?

can't help it. sesungguhnya aku cahaya cinta. heh.

sometimes whatever u say, the other party would just turn a deaf ear because she/he's already too caught up believing (religiously) that things would happen.

When will you figure it out that you aren’t always right little darlin’

When will you figure it out that it’s not worth the fight little darlin’

then that's just sad because it just is lah. and people around will need to knock some sense into you. or even slap you back to reality. orang degil selalu kena taplek kat dahi..nak??

aku suka berbual seorang diri sebegini. my irritating partner's not online, so i have no one to bull with. i've got plenty of assignments and a bahas speech to memorise but hell no, i rather sit down and listen to songs on repeat mode, whilst cursing on why watch-movies's currently unavailable coz i soo wanna watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.liza just said P.S I love you will leave me bawling lah and therefore TTC, it is a MUST to watch that!

k i wanna sleep. wanna meet lovers tomorrow morning!

But you're too smart and I’m too dumb

With no heart in the middle

in other words, cannot make it lah hor?

Bye korangs,

sayang semuanya!

ada potential

ok the pay's prettay pathetic this month. urgh. must cut down on calling Mac late at night and eating out. yah ryte shikin. try ah try..

need to save up. a lot. the future's getting too expensive. and we'll have lotsa kids to take care of. (hoho)

need to get john legend and jamie scott's album. ahh great voices. ni case lagu kalau nak dengar kena baring and close ur eyes, then u'll just smile throughout the song. or you'll just sing it loudly with em. but will still smile. aku soo suka lagu-lagu begini. sorry divo, booty meat doesnt make me smile, at all.

need to read more books. getting pretty tired of 'survival' stories. i guess i'm in the mood for love! or maybe aku just mentel. like what is new huh. so love stories i shall find. but not malay love novels please. ada yang macam tak kena gituk kalau baca. hmmmm. ada recommendations tak oh people of the world?

anyways this post has no purpose. just feel like writing something down. will update again God-knows when.

in the meantime, go figure the true meaning of 'acceptance'.i tell you it takes a bloody lot of heart to accept. and for that, i shall take acceptance as my word for the month and 'do unto others what u want others to do to you' as the quote for Feb. you kalau faham, alhamdulillah!

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

ok bye loves.