mood-loss

i hate school. it starts very soon.

cheeky come back, make me all happy again.

korang tak faham?

don't bother.

aku faham.

alexander supertramp

i've read the book- "into the wild". nak tunggu the dvd jer. anyways, i have mixed feelings towards this one. i love it yes, but i dislike the fact he died in the end. (no lah people, ni bukan spoiler, you should know he died). died, all alone, starved to death (or so they say). very ironic. he said he was happy. could you really be (happy) in that situation? but i loved the fact he made impact on so many people's lives. and the fact that he risked everything and gave everything, to be with nature, to find inner peace? he died doing smtg he loved, he got what he wanted in life i guess. with that, respect.

ooh and i love the quotes they have in every chapters as well. vair nice. one of my faves would be:

"He is mad about being small when you were big,

but no, that's not it,

he is mad about being helpless when you were powerful,

but no, not that either,

he is mad about being contingent when you were necessary,

not quite it,

he is insane because when he loved you,

you didn't notice".

Donald Barthelme,

The Dead Father

tersentuh eh? next book? maybe. heh.

anyways i hate the fact school's starting very soon. something's just not right this semester and i cannot quite put a finger on it. i really dread coming to school. i cant sleep thinking about school and the assignments but i'm not doing anything about it, at all. and my mind keeps wandering off to crappy nonsense when i should be starting something.

i lost my focus,people. i lost my motivation. i lost my mojo. AHA.

Ya Tuhan, berikanlah hambamu ini cahaya ketenangan.

dan kamu juga. :)

tak boleh angkat

i love tonight.

and i got my book.

i am a happy goober.

ps: my right upper eyelid still twitches (since wed). damn.

get.a.life.

if there is one thing i really abhor, girl, you're getting closer to being 'it'. i think, this particular someone, should really get a realitycheck. and seriously, mend her own insecurities, because, nobody, yes, nobody at all is interfering with her life and that belangkas of a partner of hers. in fact, nobody cares anymore. so, wont you stop giving names and accusing my wonderful friend because she is wayyy ahead of you, in terms of moving on, being strong and of course being happy, in love and blessed with her loved ones, whilst you still, cannot get over....yourself. how pathetic! urgh.

on a more sexciting note, i watched the contender matches. OOOOII. superb i tell you. nevermind the fact i didn't sleep the night before, it was worth it. muaythaimen who can really fight=awesome, oi! however, zach's match was prettay disappointing and i kinda expected him to lose, but it was a draw. oh wells. don't worry zach, ily nonetheless. "he's soooo tallllll...." :) and of course my thai men never disappoint. last match, knockout. KNOCKOUT. sexy dok. ok i'm a very weird girl, i know.

and alif finds me weird because i love salted popcorn. don't you?come onnn..

and and, i soo wanna go to abang anuar's concert. brave yourself people, tix are ex okay. and the most expensive ones are sold out. wow.

ok malas nak type lagi panjang-panjang. the long awaited recess week is here. finally i get to breathe. and not waste my moolahs on cab rides sebab bangun lambat. mangkuk betol.

:)

click

and so he said "I LOVE YOU SHIKIN!!", caps and everything...

... because i cropped a pic for him.

sigh.. love love love.... love is soooooooo overrated...

... lagi-lagi in zah's dictionary.

haha.

britneyhot

alamak, the jonas brothers very orgasmic. macam nak simpan dorang dalam almari.
T.I i simpan dalam kocek.
Then cast of high school musical, kita ajak pergi Mosi.

ok bye. i better stop my nonsense and do my work.

eh lil wayne's so weird looking. as weird as everyone online yesternight. macam semua hypergumbira.

oh wells. maybe it's just me. and the aftereffect of sosodap roti naan.

they know what i did last summer

howdy.

the casual chat with the ex (or not) was extremely funny. i think we both realised we made a huge, stupid mistake. BAHAHA. what a bummer. and i actually forgot. yes, i forgot what happened and what led to everything. wow. i guess short term memory really has it's blessings huh?

between assignments and feelings. i think i choose assignments for now. jadi part-part lain, you'll just see a 'cold', aloof me ok.

lain ah macam member tu. sekarang emosi terganggu. berani buat berani tanggung babe. tak berani nak tanggung, jangan buat kay.

ok bye. amazing race is back. aku so suker.

yang dirindui, macam oreo cookies cecah dalam susu HL. kempunan sangat :)

i've got one hand in my pocket

and the other one's flicking a cigarette

and the other one's giving the peace sign

sunshine rain

it's four am and it's about to rain. sweeeet.

ok i've been complaining endlessly about my laziness and every single bad habit i'm not proud of, i'm getting pretty tired of myself actually.

so i decided to count the number of things i need to do by next week (to exaggerate and emphasize on the padan muka after-effect i'm giving myself), well..... let's just say i have two thousand EIGHT hundred and ninety seven things to be done. yes.

memang padan muka aku.

and my friday? spent playing with aqil and luxor. wow. two days left and all i'm looking forward is the buka session with kekeks on monday. how freaking sexciting is that, considering everyone can make it?! YES e-v-e-r-y-o-n-e! macam tak percaya. kalau bukan Muslim mungkin dah ambik nombor.

i think i'm going to panic at 11pm on sunday night. just wait and see.

i'll never learn.

cursed

i have a strong feeling those olympic athletes took the whole world's motivation.

and now i'm left with zero motivation and perangai pemalas nauzubillah.

i want to buy another book.

shakespeare effect

i got myself a new book.
now i sungguh gembira.

happy teachers day and selamat berpuasa semua!

yey :)

note to self: buck up, save money and lose weight please.