bizarre love triangle

Harlo semua. I'm bored so i decided to blog. Heh.

Anyways world, I failed the first attempt. For that instant, I tried to hold back my emotions. But I guess I wasn't as strong as I thought I'd be. Hell i cried in the bus like nobody's business. Who else could I turn to but my dear loves. Thanks all. A joy shared is a joy doubled. A sorrow shared is a sorrow halved. That, my friends, is the truth. When you're down, there's no use keeping it all to yourself. You'll end up trying so hard to look strong but you'll break and feel even worse. Trust me, I was broken beyond repair for about 10 minutes. And i can't take it anymore, had to tell someone. Hah. Anyways, I'm fine now. Qada' dan Qadar. I'm not ready for that and He knows best.

Back to school tomorrow. Week 2 of orientation. Sesiapa nak ajak keluar, this whole week (weekdays only yer), i'll be free. After that, sorry semua, sorry shikin haha. Still waiting for my personalized timetable. Hopefully I'd be in the same class as dependable, responsible and fun people. Haha. I really wanna make the best of my 2 years here.

First week of orientation was Ohkaylah. Long lectures here and there. But at least the people around me got me laughing all the time. Especially Aisha Manja. Or was it Aisha baby. And Nazzie da Diva. Muahaha. I somewhat find Aisha to be a lot like me.character-wise.Kita sama- sama cool.lol. But for once, I dare to say, she's cooler. waaay cooler. I'm just, erm, well...you know, cold.HAHA.But I still rawk lah. Yer Shikin, keep telling yourself that. Oh and my GESL group's great too. But that was just our bonding session, so it's too early to say. Hopefully!

Oh! Did i tell you one of my pensyarah's really intimidating. Tak berani aku nak even try to break her rules. Thus, discipline is very important. Sama-sama maju kehadapan! Lol.

Nuff bt school. Biasalah, semenjak dua menjak jadi student balik ni. I miss my boys! But life has to go on hehe.

Other than that, I watched Simpson's yesterday.Thanks bestie! Freaking hilarious I tell you. Siapa nak tengok? Tell me, I'd love to watch it again. And laugh out literally loud in the cinemas. Babi ah Homer. Doh! lol. And ayam penyet never failed me. And the firework's uber gorgeous.as usual. Remember the fireworks kekeks??And did I tell you I met 2 very familiar guys who just went Eh! Eh! Eh! and walked past me? Sigh. How weird are boys nowadays?

Talking bt weird boys, seriously, how weird are boys nowadays? How can you even forget whatever hurt you've felt before and start as if nothing has ever happened? And this goes out to all 3 sides of the bizarre love triangle k.Macam stoopit kan? wtvr. i can only lend you my shoulders.If you ever need em to cry on.

I'm the best? I know.

heh.

Take care dear world :)
Take care loves.
Please ride and drive safely.

brighter than sunshine

hello world!:)

countdown days are over. i'm in a state of emotional turmoil. i cannot believe i'm saying this but i'm finding it soo hard to let go. HAHA. day one of orientation and i kept looking at the watch and trying to figure out what they're doing. sigh. see lah! hard to admit but i'm so attached to em! and they're really not helping by messaging me constantly, asking me to come back, saying they miss me, even promising me they'll behave themselves just so i'd come back. sayang!! padahal i had to leave coz my contract has ended and i'm back to school, obviously not coz of their nakalness. it's been one year and i didn't even leave with a good, proper goodbye. rindunyer teramatlah sangat. aku nak nangis ohkay :(

this feeling sucks times infinity. but i'll get over it. I MUST! once 6th august starts, i'm an official student. i cannot wait to write merepek-meraban stories. i cannot wait to be in a tutorial class. hope the class will be kecoh hor. if not, geleng kepala only lor.

anyways, here's my kompang sayangkubacins..

presenting,Team Berterabuh . they really lived up to da name. asal enjoy sudah hehe. (btw, look at the front row, on da left, wearing brown. girls, you'll go crazy over him. hearthrob. potential model. ubercute with a hot name. )

da kaypo-Ones

da p5s

and, well, Michael Jackson...


hehe.

take care dear loved ones :)

call out to the world

Hello hello kengkawans!How are you peeps? It's been quite a while huh?you guessed it, i'm just plain lazy..and it seems like i'm getting lazier by the day. and shikin,stoppit seh. this has to stop!

erm yah. 6 more days of teaching and i'm back to studying. berdegap-degups.everyone's asking me when i'll be leaving. the teachers that is. (sebab biler aku belah, dorang kena relief muahaha) my boys have yet to know. confirm dorang demam rindu punyerlah. JUST KIDDING, as always.i'm gonna miss em so so much. never mind i almost got punched by a super angry p1 boy. for that, he'll always be remembered. ahahas.

watching zombie kampung pisang at 1am in the morning made me miss suria segar, which means, i miss Mawi (live). and there's no more repeats! sheesh, kalau suria asked me, it's suria segar they need to repeat, not some other cerita vintage hokay. oh nevermind.

oh btw, i'm Tengku Iskhan is next on my crush list. alalala comel lah awak :) :) :) who's he? for me to know and you to find out if you even bother.


oh before i end, here's smtg to drive your monday blues away. this made me laugh out loud in the staff room ok.

story behind this is.. the past week, i had to relief a p1 class coz their form teacher was on MC. so for Art lesson, i made them create get well soon cards and i showed how to do it on screen, like this:

and here's what ONE BOY gave me. please take note i'm teaching in an all boys school ok. read closely, especially towards the ending:

cute kan? cute kan??

hehehe

ok good night loves and take care world.

you'll still be my star

go hear the umbrella remix peeps. it just gets better. overrated, maybe, tapi mak tetap suker!

ok anyways, Transformers is, by far, the coolest movie ever. a definite must-watch. in-fact, must watch it TWICE or more, depending on budget.heh.i lurve the effects. i lurve shia. i lurve their erm transformation? argh. i was practically high the whole 2 hour plus and had to bite my nails to prevent my mouth from gaping in awe. seriously, tak bedek. there were moments when i wanted to scream 'Shiiitteee' due to the coolness but i refrained myself and just shook my head. BEST GILER LAH TAK BEDEK.

so i guess guys now are secretly wishing they are Sam Witwicky, or are even having him as their official role model/idol. (sigh). meanwhile, gerrlllss, girls are secretly wishing they own a car (nevermind if they cant drive) that can somehow transform into a super sexay autobot. well, at least i'm wishing for that. :)

Kudos to Louis Stevens!ooh Shia eh nama dier. Somehow Sam has the same personality as Louis and i believe Shia's the same in real life too. very very sexy. yum.tak faham? takper. just watch Transformers ok?

makebelieve world aside, countdown to 24th july. saat yang mendebarkan, menyedihkan dan menggembirakan. i have no idea how i'd react but i can't wait to find out. in the meantime, siapa cakap aku takde kerja kat skolah? leeeekk suuaaaa ohkay.

just updating. Welcome back Zah! =)
much love.