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hey luurrrvvveeesss!besok holiday kaper.anyways, would just like to share this song with you peeps. sedih banget. if you thought perpisahan (by abang anuarku) was sad, this is even more heart-wrenching (lol) i tell you! confirm! ni kes when u listen to it in the bus, car or anything, muka confirm busok!muka mengembeng gituk ah. fuyo. trust me. the video is even worse. sigh~~~


will update more soonest.maybe tomorrow.kan tak sekolah(weeehoooo).
kekeks,4th may,berdegup-degups!!

:)

pained

like FINALLY. Miss Red decided to pay me a visit. thanks eh. *snaps fingers* lain kali cepat sikit eh please, ada timing hokay. please stick to the cycle.
but Miss Red decided to bring her best fren. and now i'm having super terrible menstrual cramps i feel like puking. nak stand straight pun cannot, but amazingly, i can still type. wow. i'm amazed by my own powers.nyeheheh. nasib baik tadi takde swimming kalau tak aku dah mati terkangkang.

ok so what happened in school today?
--was pretty disappointed i didnt get my anak angkats. sigh.
--aku kena maki fcuk. baik ah. YES!
--my p4s whom i'm having a love hate relationship with drew "HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ms Nur Ashikin" on the board before remedial class. alalala. belated 13 hari kau! but sweet nonetheless.

ok bye.my Yusuf..where are you??

makes me wonder

there he was. Yusuf. serenity in his face.soothing effect on her throbbing headache.his lips broke into a smile.perfect. a smile that suddenly formed on her lips. MasyaAllah. then she realised.yes, he's the One. oh they're gonna have such beautiful, soleh & solehah babies together.

snap. wishful thinking.

but he was really there. really.

but his name's not yusuf.

heh. i gave it to him the moment i saw him.

tapi seriously, dia gorgeous.

and if his name's really Yusuf, then there might be a possibility that we're gonna have babies together. AHAHA.

shuddap.

aku cair.

aduh duh duh duh duh duh duh~~~~

eh?dangdut lah pulak.

okdah lah. school tmr. my anak angkats...here I come to drill you boys!!

oh and peeps, check out maroon 5's new song. shoulders korang confirm bergerak. eh eh!

much love,
Shikin

of flirting, annoyance and broken hearts

if you tell me i'm making a huge hoohaa regarding the matter..let me ask you something.. what does 8 years mean to you? sigh. i've given up. i'm not even gonna bother standing up for you anymore. yes, that's how much hurt you've caused me.

to those who remembered, thanks guys :) much love! life just gets more fun knowing there are real people out there, who, insya-Allah will never change, no matter what, no matter WHO. kekek girls, i'm eternally grateful. Alhamdulillah, Amin.. for you girls.

observation went great. amazingly, the boys were superbly well behaved, aku tgh ajar pun nak terburst out laughing. nak lollipop punya pasal.then kecoh again when it's over. .yes, i bribed. hello? i only get to take them for 2 days before that and u wanna observe me teaching them? rilek sua.and after the cluster meeting, i just realised how different my boys are from the kids in other schools.

anyways, presenting to you..... the P(han)twos...

cikgu: ooh tadi semua senyap, baik eh....
P(han)twos: alah tadi kan 'ACT' ajer

ok, lain story..tadi aku scream macam orang gila in the field, during PE. i used the word 'freaking' ...as in...stop playing and give me the freaking ball!!! yah..shoot me. nasib baik the real F word was 'shouted' in my head only. heh heh heh.

anyways, pictures of presents will be uploaded sooooon! thanks korang!!

to loved ones and you..korang buat hatiku tersenyum :)
to the other you...you suck.

much love,
shikin!

stolen and sunburnt

poof!there goes the loong holiday. fun day-cheering with my boys-key lime-pening with tiger busok-psychological game-bowling-4am-adoption thingy yg tak menjadi-super short disappointment turned to degap-degup excitement-sentosa-frisbee-suntanburnt-shower with peacocks-sillybilly screams-karaoke-cinta di akhir garisan-faizal oiam-hady mirza-jaclyn victor-mukhsin's out!!-faizal's married with 2 kids (damn)-yanti & faris weds(selamat pengantin baru!)-exchanging hugs with rozi(rindu!)-ramen ten... ahhh fulfillment!

so that's basically how i spent my days from thursday to yesterday. pretty packo but super fun. what about today?? buat worksheets dok..observation's on 11/4. mampos aku. must bribe the kids to behave already. hurhurhur.

anyways, no matter how i run away from it, the truth is, the big TUWENTEE WAN is nearing. setakat tidur dua kali jer and i'm one year older. already. still no calon. how to get married by 24? you tell me lah.takper, kita simpan duit dulu ohkay? jadi once i find a calon and he says "will u marry me"..boleh angguk tak tahu malu-ly. bedek ah. the guy must save the fulus also ryte.

so guys, save up from now k. u never know u never know. and please teguhkan the Iman. the power of the iblis is getting stronger..dah ramai yang succumb to it. seriously, you don't want to be next. confirm plus chop menyesal. (wah!National Ed.?)

ok that's it. don't get too close, babe. just don't,baybeh.

hentikanlah saja jenaka bermadah

biasa terlalu sering ku dengar

ceritera cinta tiada berubah

hanya mimpi yang indah

akhirnya nanti kecewa

-ceritera cinta by Jaclyn Victor & Rio Febrian

~ouch~

i LOVE JAC! listen to da song here

ok bye!much love,

shikin rawks (still)

kepale bin batu

Yay!short week!even shorter coz it's sports/fun da tomorrow!! aku suka jadi cheerleader muahahahas.

i cannot wait for friday!!dapat have fun with kids!! jadi ibu!dapat adopt! heh so fun!!! siapa nak adopt and join in the fun, can ask Zah k.

anyways, the past 3 days (today included), i've been teaching fractions to 5em3 boys and da p4 boys. coincidentally both were at mixed number and improper fractions. it's so fun teaching them the 'short cut' way and seeing their amazed faces. Lagi satisying to see that they were actually having fun AND learning. the 5em3 boys were insisting i give them more sums. thank you boys. abeh ada one of the naughtiest boys bowed to me and said "thank you for teaching us."

*senyum sampai ke telinga hokay*

that, my loves, is the good part.

so what's bad? can u imagine being knnccb-ied by a student? that's the ultimate lah. whatever else he did,i totally shut him out already. GOD!..menguji kesabaran...Allah saje yang tahu.

one of these days, the bp's gonna rise. and all we can do is look at each other in pity and get on with our lives. selawat jer lah byk2 yer.

anyways, i miss my boys yang dah sombong. boys, mari kita watch movie again! i wanna have updates!!!spiderman3?

btw, that guy with specs, he's gonna be BIG one day. badminton star beb. oh ggooossshhh i miss them!

erm i think i'm smittened by someone i even asked him a stupid question. shikin, stop it.

nasib baik aku cute.

eh?

haha!

ok bye!

of masalodeh and kuih keria

25/3/07

oh welcome to the team, Awal! aaaawwwwwaaaaallllll.....belanjer??? *flutters eyelashes*

main-main jer lah. you dont have to pangkah me. but kalau betul pun apa salahnyer. haha!

the weekends' gonna end soon.benci seh. i'm loving the fact though, that there's good friday this coming week and i'm gonna adopt a kid!! woohoo!!

anyways, friday night's soo much fun coz we(sisters+cousins) played bowling and had supper till like 3? ish!quote from mom:mana ada anak dara merayap sampai malam2 buta? HEH. let me enjoy while i can first k mom, we're already growing up too fast it scares the shit out of me. i know my limits, insya-Allah.

caught a movie with zah and khammie ma hommie. "Freedom Writers". Excellent movie i tell you. Feel like watching it again, very inspiring.Aspiring teachers, go watch this. at least, at a time like this,it validates my choice in being one. alhamdulillah.

seriously, i don't know what to blog about. i'll blog later if i find something worth talking about. macam betul.

ps: Great to see you again, Su!!! semakin langsing..semakin jambu..... apa rahsia kecantikanmu...??..hehe

ps:aku jer yang semakin gemok.unfair seh. nak tulis kat whiteboard jer and i can feel my UADDs shaking.ew, very disgusting.

tahu takpe.

much love,

Shikin!!