menghapus jejakmu

oh my god. I cannot believe i'm still in pain. out of my infamous history of menstrual cramps, this would have to be the longest. dah dua hari ohkay. tidur pun boleh rasa kesakitannya. haiyah.this sucks lor. (take note:begin:25/7)

by the way, TTC, aku sayang korangs. u people keep me sane. insya-Allah we've got each others' backs alright!

aku sengaja tak taruk gambar snoop dogg. takut orang mintak autograph.love korangs!

heh.i cant wait to buka with kekeks this friday. rindu teramat sangat.

and dear ex-crush, are u plain bored or

are u flirting with me?

muahahaha!

i loike ;p

gatal kan?

what's new?

bye!

much love,

shikin

heh.

hoho

right so i'm unmotivated to finish up the assignment.here i am busy playing online chuzzle and blogging away. go try chuzzle people. be warned-it's addictive.
finished part of the assignment yesterday. i actually started typing away at 3am!dah semangat nak start at 12, when dad ajak everyone to mustaffa. hurhurhur. then sempat makan chapati kul 2 pagi!da dhal's so yummy ohkay. go try the vegetarian restaurant opposite mustaffa. then reached home around 2plus, started typing, and heard a loud crash. apparently, ada 2 teksi berlanggar kat my carpark. and my whole kaypo family panjat the almari just to look at what's happening downstairs. siap ada ambulance semua you!but orang kalau nampak kita dari bawah, can only see our heads at the tingkap kecik.cute kan kita? oh wells.

anyways, i had a dream tadi pagi. it made me feel so..erm...entah eh.tapi korang guarantee tersentuh after i tell u what it's about.

ok. so i have this guy friend whom i havent met, sat down with and gelak ketawe with in a very very long time.
and i dreamt about him.
dah tu jer.

HAHA.

ok fine. what about?

there he was sitting, opposite me. we saw each other and behaved like schoolgirls yang dah lama tak jumpa. serious, aku tak bedek. holding hands and jumping. BUT, we didnt say anything. after a moment we realised how we were behaving, then stopped.

lepas ni part touching lor.

we then held hands. baring. and gazed at the stars.

and it ended there.

kinda weird right? kita tak berbual and all the while kita tgh pimpin tangan.

so touching lor.

whatever seh shikin.

but the dream made me realise how much i miss him. so yah, hey you, i miss you! ingat, we made a promise k!

ok i'm gonna start my assignment now.

eh wait.

dah nak buka?

muahahahaha.

bye all.selamat berbuka puasa dan jangan gelojoh.

much love!

mangkuk

Assalamualaikum! hello semua. sebelum saya mula, ingin saya mengucapkan Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan kepada semua umat Islam. Jangan hanya tak makan dan minum sahaja yer?Yang lain-lain tu jaga!

Pandai eh aku ajar orang? truth is, I've been feeling super lazy these days. Everytime i switch on the lappie, there'd be other things I'll be doing except for... yes, my assignments. Gawd! Kau tengok aper aku tengah buat sekarang. Disgraceful seh Shikin! I have no idea why. and I've been annoying myself lately. And i get annoyed over the slightest things also. Mesti PMS. maknanya Miss Red is coming, maknanya no full Ramadhan for me!urgh!

i've got tons of things to do...my individual differences reflection 1, my lesson plan, tutorial to be typed and my classroom management assignment. tapi aku malas!aku bosan!aku penat padahal tak buat apa2 except for baring and watch teevee.

i need my motivation. boohoo!

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Ok seriously, we do not need this from you ryte now. Ada ke bila semangat kentalku tgh meluap-luap, i can't even log in to blackboard.bak kata pepatah mat-minah sekarang, potong stim betul ah! seelah, the disavantages of e-learning. sigh.

nak tahu something, my honest opinion? I don't like meredith grey anymore. so miang nak mampos. i guess she doesnt even deserve those two guys (mcdreamy and mcsteamy). mungkin kalau nak mcdaddy boleh dapat, tapi confirm mcmummy bingit. inside joke btw. oooh but i'm beginning to lurve alex. that's his name i think. very sweet. and hot too.

actually this post cuma nak vent out anger jer. I'm gonna semangat-ly write my answers. yes people, write. so, no more online for tonight. if u have time, go think of a name for my lappie. I wanted to settle for Budi (but it's taken by my beloved monkey)..or maybe..Jebat.cute kan? dasar cikgu melayu belajar sastera! tapikan, what's in a name, that which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet?... then da reply would be.. my lappie, your lappie?

ok inside joke again. overdose of TTC already.heh.

anyways, i want to share this sonnet with you. yer, saya tahu. saya harus membaca puisi2 dan prosa2 melayu sekarang. but no harm ryte? shakespeare, u're ma man!

A MARRIAGE OF TRUE MINDS
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

ahhhhhhhh very beautiful. if only i can write like that. apasal aku macam emo hari ni eh? Hmmmmmmm entah mak pun tak tahu!

dah tu jer. 'sadarku akan hadirmu, mematahkan sendi-sendi yang biasanya tegak berdiri'.

salam cinta!bye!

lantai t. pinkie

hey yalls. one more week to Ramadhan. Dah habis bayar belom? ish ish ish. Sama lah kita. so much for updating every Friday eh Shikin? lol. i've been too happy being free on Fridays that I can't be bothered to blog. So what's been up?

Believe it or not, i was one of the 16 yr ones who took part in Sidang Asyqyn in August, some soon to be yearly affair by the Malay Committee in NIE. perform ohkay. shikin perform? wo!tak percaya seh. well, though it was merely for a good 2 minutes plus plus, and not forgetting the 3 days rehearsals, i tink we did pretty good. Whatever it is, I guess the bond and experience we shared totally make the others wish they had volunteered and joined us. like totally!muahaha. lagipun, we kinda met a perfect calon husband for ourselves. sigh.

Pilihan..WO!

and then what else? Oh yeah. MJS had a teachers day dinner at furama city centre last Friday night.Fairoz and I decided to put on kebaya nyonyas. We had some jepun sesats and a very nice korean outfit. cute!aku sampai kena label lantai t. pinkie. confirm sebab hot. oh wells, what's new.but it was fun catching up with the ex-colleagues. kinda disappointing to learn bt the boys and the department though. buat ku rindu jer dengan da-nakals there. fyi, i'm still having a love-hate relationship with the school and everything. hmmm.

other than that, we had our first test and i guess i screwed it big time. It's like a slap to my face lah. How long has it been since i wrote in proper malay language? reading the notes pun aku kena translate to english. So when it comes to writing, i have no idea how to put them in correct malay terms. mampos. very bad ohkay. gone were the days when i thought i was the best ML scorer.ryytee shikin. bygones.need to readup. especially for sastera. all the hikayats. go KIN go!

lagik aper? Finally met my 2 current(and will always be)lovers.Aqil and Shasha. This time around best, sebab dorang tak tido. So I got to carry them!alah cute lah sangat. They have a tendency to stare at cameras. Haha!Bilalah aku nak kahwin? Jeng jeng jeng. Soalan bonus.Need to find someone first right? Anyone? LOL.

Ok bye!Take care peeps!