linkin park

seriously, i'm supposed to set two exam papers by tomorrow.(wtf) and look at this procastinator. super annoying can? hell i've got 4 free weeks and whatthetooti siak aku buat? altho my poor heart was trying to console me by saying no one informed me bt the deadline and what i was supposed to do, maybe i was just plain blur abt the disseminated info hokay.and i was pretty sickly the last week of school and two weeks after that. (3rd week was kay-el, so have to get better. MUST!) tapi, look at it this way, i've always been a last minute and spontaneos (when i feel like it) person. its the adrenaline rush, baby. but every single time i did smtg last minute (like exam notes--get this..da day before da paper!!i'll get tired and stop halfway heh)i'll be filled with regret and vow never to do those shyte again. aper dah jadi makcik? haiyo!. NIE..better change hor!!how to crossover like that seh..

before i start though, did you catch Anugerah? malu lah nak cakap tapi aku cair dok bila aliff nyanyi (eh? minah?) i wasn't really into his voice and everything, walaupun kita dah berdating sama-sama (percaya lah, percaya), but he was good huh? it would have been better if he tarik his voice though towards the end. syabash! (lol)

anyways, i wore a short skirt to school today and my boys couldnt stop looking at me. JUST KIDDING.

My p6 chinese boy said "wahh Cikgu.. first time i see you wearing skirt ah?"
me: pretty right?
and i actually 'catwalked' and turn around macam supermodel tak laku.
him: next time wear mini skirt lah.

HAHA.

gosh. come to think of it. why the fark did i catwalk and turn huh?

GILA.

ish malu nyer.

oh the love

Hello sayangkus!

Ok this is it. Sekolah esok kapppeeerr?hehe there goes my time to rot. I'm officially back to being Ms Bitchy tomorrow.Or haven't I been Ms Bitchy all along? Hmmm.Kinda miss school but macam taknak datang balik. Sigh. It's been a love-hate relationship all along. And it's my last month there..so I'm gonna enjoy to the fulllesstt lah sehh!

Right. So dengar-dengar ada orang gi clubbing eh semalam? Ewah ewah. haha. Nah, orang itu bukan saya, jangen marah. So what did I do?Taknak tell lah. Malu..

Heh. Bedek.

Fine! I went ..dating (ceh ceh)! somewhere i wouldn't even dream of going as it's super far and ulu..and i honestly don't like the west side. tapi orang dah ajak kan.. So West Coast's a bit boring as compared to East Coast. People-watching kat sana pun tak happening sangat. Trust me. Tapi yang best nyer, kita panjat-panjat the maze.. we did all sorts of crazy stuff like the flying fox lah..main swing ke aperkebenda sampai kepala terhantuk. Lotsa fun lah..macam budak kecik, and sayang, kakiku sudah teramat lengoh sekali..dua kali..tiga kali..

Food was great. I couldn't stop eating. And the company's even better.YAY!And we're meeting again next Saturday!Woot!! :) suker!Oh dengar-dengar the MacD at Westcoast's pretty havoc huh? Semalam jer dah ramai orang. Kalah Planet Hollywood KL!(john john!:))

Ok moment of truth. Nak tahu dating ngan siapa?

Presenting to you, my date yesterday...

It was awesome, babe!

Eh kenapa tiba-tiba ada budak2 secondary school nangis? cemburu? HAHA.

Just kidding lah ohkay!

The fact is, my cousin celebrated her birthday at WestCoast yesterday. He was kinda the 'birthday surprise' for her. parents ade connections..hmmm..and please the panjat-panjats..wasn't with him.Ahakz.

So imagine if it was my birthday, and dad brought my abang Anuar. or even Taufik. tak ke pengsan aku. Sigh! hehe DREAM ON ohkay. ooh oh but i forced my mom to look for Taufik's mom and befriend her...jadi...you know I know lah.. HAHA. macam siak seh Shikin.

ok little girls with raging hormones, korang takkan dapat budak ni lah. hehe. Kidding again. Sorry lah can't help it. Yah slap me.

Tu jer.nak share story and sakitkan hati orang. Seems like I've been doing a lot of that lately. Biatch.

Oh Happy Birthday Cousin and Chewy my lup!

much love to da world.

wo ai wo de paolo :)

hide with me

alamak. 4 weeks almost up already. time sure flies huh. so i was in denial the whole day just now, can't accept the fact that school's reopening next week. hence, i decided to go shopping!dalam fikiran macam ada bermacam-macam benda nak beli, but i ended up with nothing. not even a decent shirt for myself. sigh.

ok bedek ah. i spent on food. which, if u know me by now, is where most of my moolahs go to. first stop, far east. was hoping i'd bump into kassreeal(stop it).oh did i tell you i took bus no. 5, which is like one of the best bus ever? yeah, i took that. had the irresistable mars bars and sis and me were trying so hard to decide on a name before we order. cheap thrill.kita kental. mars bars were yummy as always.far east's getting super boring and we can get the exact same clothes at bugis market probably at half the price. betul, tak bedek. but good place to look out for mats and minahs though :)

went to mango sale. guys were left outside and women went crazy inside. not really lah. but honestly, the prices were quite low. wanted to buy their red jeans but there's a pic of a skull at the back pocket. waddetengkorakman.

anyways, si gatal 2 ni went to NUM to check out on the you-know-whos. ahaks.boleh tahan~it's so hard to enter the shop as you cant help but feel so malu (ke miang?) . heh heh heh. ok waddehell.

Oh i bought CDs. yeah, i'm always buying unnecessary things. my intention was to buy Sleeqs' but takde. then i saw Azmirs' selling at $11.95. pretty cheap kan? lagipun i cant get 'tidurku' off my mind, so i bought it. bought my new hotbabe's cd also. ahh paolo nutini.yum. padahal i only know one song but i'm hooked already.his voice's pretty similar to john mayer (i still love you john, dont worry), tapi lagi garau sikit.very sexy. and you'll just feel like lying on your bed and screaming his songs.the slow ones would make you wanna curl up in your bed and cry. sigh. banyak emosi lah.and did i tell you he's cute?

anyways, i'm blabbering. very random. oh before i forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIKYKAKOKUKAKIKU!

ohmegod do u realise how old you are now? cut down on the annoyingness eh.

and world, ZAKI NEEDS AND WANTS A GIRLFRIEND :)

ok tu jer. i'm gonna get back to wo de paolo :)

manyak sayang!

enjoy the weekends!

my cinta

i miss my abang Anuar



sigh~

mr fantastic

Hello semua!I'm finally back after soo long heh. korang rindu my posts right? especially Ain (sama rumah pun seybok nak baca). ok stop it.

so obviously i'm back from KL with these happy loves! that is by far the most interesting and fun(!) holiday i've ever had. hehe. maklumlah, no parents with us mah. it was filled with lotsa unforgettable memories and classic moments ok- just thinking about them can make me laugh non-stop already. the takde chop on kad putih- getting confused due to wrongly given directions-the gerek hotel room-the all time favourite kenny rogers-the nervousness sebab nak kena naik rollercoaster-the rollercoaster ride from hell(jangan jatuh jangan jatuh)-bumper car rides sampai perut sakit kena langgar-the satanic dmx ride that made almost everyone vomit-the massage-the planet hollywood-the john-john-the asiaOne-the surprise birthday song for Zah-the dedications to us-the mabok plain water-ps:we rawk-the 2am maggi mee supper-the petaling street dua puluh ringgit-shopping sampai tak larat-feet massage-kebab-the XXXXX-planet hollywood again-sushi sedap-shikin loves unagi-chikopek-rokok..banyak lah!!everything's just soo funny!haha kay-el 2 next year babes!! we'll do this every year!sampai dah ada laki ok!

guess what? i've got two extra special gifts this holiday. remember my abangs who got married on da same day two years ago? (i posted on kekekcorner)

well well well, look who's here!!!

Aqil!!

belum habis lagi tau..presenting..

Shasha!!

Best kan? 2 days apart!!abangs and kakaks, congrats..you all nyer timing manyak bagoos lor!i've yet to visit them and find out their real names but i've alreay bought ubercute adidas baby shoes for them!!ahh love!!!tak sabar nyer nak cium baby! heh heh heh

ok i'm tired.Happy Belated Birthday Zahillah yang ku sayang!!! :)

btw, war arshad is in? ridiculous!and i happen to find kassreeal's performance last week..alah yang dia nyanyi lagu M.Nasir tu..very sexy lor. menyengat..mak suker!

ok bye. much love!

kaya toast

yum yum ya kun kaya toast is so yummy :)

hello all! 3rd week of school holidays already. How fast is that? very scary uh. life doesnt wait for you, shikin. tsk tsk tsk.

ok so anugerah planet musik's over and done with. i guess, to me, this years' event was pretty disappointing. I think they toned down on a LOT of things. remember when we used to get that pamphlet thingys so we'd know the nominations and everything? This year takde ohkay. the turnout was not that great and the audience were soo mendak only Taufik could make them scream. me and sis were screaming, cheering and woooohing sampai penat. sigh. in my opinion, apm 05's still da best-when taufik's makeup was still bertepek and he sings through his nose. But Kudos Taufik!! i was in awe this year ;)

The highlight of the show was actually the performances lah. Not all though. The 'award ceremony' thingy's very boring. even the hosts were not as ceria. sigh, they should really put Adi Rahman back. takkan merajok siti dah kahwin? hahha AB shaik disturbed him about it infront of Datuk K ok. it was hilarious!! too bad you couldnt see it on tv. and also u couldnt see hady, taufik and didi cazli (aww) grabbing the awards for most popular sg songs. tahniah!

ok performances. Mawar Berduri and Altimet. heh i wasnt paying attention. too many dancers on a small stage, and i believe fana's one of them. Then there's Taufik and Syed Azmir collabo. very smart. i loike. i was praying Azmir would sing Tidurku instead of Kuasa Cintamu. and he did! yay!and Taufik sang Usah Lepaskan. Then they kinda combine the two songs.very cool and membuat ramai anak dara terpekik-terpekau. macam aku jugak. and the screams were even louder when Irwansyah joined them and they sang Pencinta Wanita together. Irwansyah should have made an effort to look more presentable seh, kata award show. ceh!aku bebual macam stylist. just watch lah hor.

siapa lagi? if i remember lah ok. Jaclyn Victor's great as usual.very lantang, too bad i didnt know the song. Noryn Aziz. wow. suara dia besar eh? what happened to the fantasi o realiti girl? heh. Gita Gutawa is ubercute lah! dah lah cute, pandai interact with audience lagik. alalala.

Oh ok. the bands. there's Letto.sweet nyer suara dia!mendayu, i suker! and Malex has got great erm hair. hah!but they were great too,serious.boleh headbanging skejap. And Estranged..ahhh Itu Kamu!! Hell i was screaming that song and grooving away at my seat. HAHA. YEAH!

ader lagik! Hady's voice was superb when he sang Hijau. Skali Zainal Abidin joined in lah. Ternaik bulu roma aku. He is THAT good ok. just like 05. effortless. aku tak tahu lyrics pun asal boleh shoot jer nyanyi sama. Irwansyah and Acha macam have chemistry amongst the two of them jer gituk. tahu lah in love but aku pun love irwansyah. hurhurhur. he's sengau btw.

Then Taufik sang with Siti and Gita. Siti tetap da bomb. And Hady sang with Syanie(?), Didi (?) and Kris Dayanti. OOh i forgot KD sang solo also. cantik dia eh?

Sleeq and Imran performed before the show. sssssssssssssllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeqq..syyaaaarrriiiiif nyer suara wow eh. nak syarif jer.busok. oh and Imran's performance was quite impressive also. heeeeeeh

byk jugak aku type eh?oh anyways. Sofaz won. yes. haha shocking? hmm. nvm, i like Sofaz. oh and i was quite disappointed as they showed Letto's video instead of Nidji bila nak 'perkenalkan' Nidji. Hello?? aku fanatik tau. heh heh heh

but i still had fun lah. no pics k, malas nak resize, upload and everything. just watch it this friday lah. you'll know exactly what i'm saying. :)

and kay-el tmr. cannot sabar!

$200

hilow.one down,three to go.one more for kay-el.very exciting!

think i'm down with the flu again. i'm having constant headaches.i've been puking. very tak enak.or maybe my blood circulation's not right.bak kata mom "baring, tido, komputer, baring, tido, komputer". and all i can do is give her a kesian face. hah. sungguh kesian.

i need to think. i've not been using my brain cells right. now that the 'whatever' and 'anything' drinks are out, semakin malas lah nak pikiak. sigh. why must i be free when the rest aren't? why do i have so much money to spend and no one to spend it on? heh just kidding. suker? i think (yes!i'm thinking) i should go read The Alchemist again. should i? sigh. think!think!

i watched Pirates 3 already.johnny and orlando yummmmy.i loved it.tapi ada SOME people tidur. perangai very busok. front seats for 3 hours pun sempat.boleh?

i need riddles. teka-tekis. i need em to test my boys.KC's a great help.HAHA. and dad loves the lame teka-tekis.

ooh anyway, someone brought something up recently. trust me, i had forgotten it all. forgiveness?please, there was nothing to forgive to begin with. i was angry at that point of time. we were angry. you very sentimentel eh, no time for all these feeling2 stuff lah.

yang takde kena-mengena, jangan macam paham.

korang macam tak kenal aku. sometimes, i talk without thinking. that's Queen B talking. erm wait, am i Queen B? i love sarcasm. i shoot my mouth off. i don't think (that's it!)hey i'm working on it ok. tengah control. kenapa mesti bunga?

sigh. shikin, you're so mean. maybe i should keep my mouth shut sometimes. XXXXXXX

but whatever it is, i respect your decision lah hor.you know what's best. i cannot please everyone.

maaf zahir batin lah yer. yang pernah terkecil hati tu, cik minta maap lah banyak-banyak yer.

come to think of it. idah would have left me loong ago. but she's still here, through thick and thin. kenaper eh?

sayang kak idah. muacks! next year kahwin eh? haha

ooh yah. meet stitch and lilo.

apis dah besar seh.

much sayangs and rindus :)
bye!