so wads up?

right. holidays are over. back to school on wednesday. orientation orientation orientation.

in fact, school's started for us already. had a super long meeting yesterday. new faces, old faces, long winded lectures. hmmmmm. havent quite received the timetable for next year. lets just hope for now haha.

meetups with the clueless teachers later. and of course with kekeks for dinner. yowza!

so what did I do the past few days? what did YOU do?

watched two plays, met old friends, flirted, clubbing, skinny-dipped,dating with strangers, save the planet, yeah those usual stuff.

heh up to you whether you wanna believe em or not. yang penting, i spent an unforgiveable sum of moolahs (I still cannot accept tt fact) and i gained weight. kecewa. but still look good (denial).

anyways, went out with my boys to Vivo lol. Huge, boring place. watched Night at the museum which was funny lah can. I've always loved Ben Stiller. and Ahkmenrah's cute.

aku dah tak inspired to blog about anything. oh anyone making new year resolutions??

for a start, stop procrastinating, love. and the berangans must stop it. Quran and surah Yasin, bukan perhiasan alryte?

ok I'll leave with this clip from Anugerah Muzik Indonesia 06. Powerhouse musik nusantara on one stage singing their hit songs. everytime they start singing a new song, I'll scream in excitement. kalau fadly (padi) nyanyikan I, confirm cair. oh a word of caution, hearts may stop beating when Ariel comes in because he's Oooohhh Soooo FFiiinnnnneee. Just breathe girls, breathe. ;P






selamat hari raye semua! christmas tak main lah eh. dan tak usah lah party for the new year. much love!

take that!!

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people the right to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

everyone: 'AAAAHHHHHHH'....ooh dont forget to nod ur head at the same time

ps: from the movie Coach Carter.yeah girls, we watched this one. Said by the Timo Cruz guy, the gangsta(kaper) who looks like Omar. hurhurhur

irreconcilable differences

OMG i cannot believe Ryan Phillippe and Reese Witherspoon are separated!!! HAIYAH!! What happened to happily ever after???????????? till death do us part? bollocks.

Anyways, I'm gonna miss my 'Guangzhou'!!!Come home safely and fatter I hope ok minah!

yang kena kepit tu

oh-oh! and Bakar's in Berita Minggu (updated, berita harian too! click). Front page beb. Kebanggaan! tapi dia anak Arab lah....and sheikh? saudagar unta ke kambing? heh heh heh siapa yang ada crush on him dulu yati? KWANG KWANG KWANG.

u eh shariffah??? hehe

ok bye!! swimming tomorrow! (done) :)

PAKCIK!!PAKCIK!!

ok so Alhamdulillah. The weekend (Friday included) was very well spent. A LOT of stuff happened that's worth blogging about coz I have those events recurring over and over again in my head.

Lets start from Friday.Aku nak call the school, tercall Number 2's office!! OMG I should seriously be shot right that moment. Nasib baik dia tak kenal suaraku. Hahas. Siapa tak tahu who Number 2 (in a school) is, go flush your head down the toilet bowl. Then, think.

Then went out with Zah, Kiky and Amin Diva Botak, who apparently is, 4th best. A'ah. Apparently lah kan. Anyways CONGRATS! kwakwakwa

Oh and thanks to Minah Vogue for the graffiti card yang dibuat sendiri (Ryyyyteee).

Thanks to Kiky for the 'sumpah-sedap-nak-mampos-lain-kali-belanja-lagi' fondue.

Thanks to Amin for still remembering that he's still friends with us even though he has 78653729828 other friends, out of which, he only remembers 1/4 of their names. HAHA! Thanks also coz whenever you're around, i'll always have a good laugh and will still be laughing a few days later because amin bongok.

Oh and the great pics too, those that i'll curi from ur site.

Thanks also to Shikin, coz girl, you just rawk lah!(tahu takpe)

"don't move...don't move lah faggots!"

(kalau gambar ni boleh dengar suara, u'll hear that. sumpah, tak bedek.)

Oh by the way, I LOVE you guys! :P

And of course, mana boleh lupa, Kekeks met up on Saturday. So much for meeting at 3 @ Harbour Front. 3 at Eunos ada lah! Siapa kental? Kiky lah siapa lagi. (ok sorry kiky, just had to do it)

Guess what we did?!! Kita naik Cable car hokay! It was SOOO Exciting i swear.menggerunkan, obviously coz hello..Murphy's law. Tapi Alhamdulillah.

Anyways, something just had to happen lah kan. God knows what was wrong with the 2 cars before us that the swift and supermanly pakcik had to press the stop button. So everything stopped. yes you can imagine the people halfway, tergantung gitu. Best korang cakap? Try ah sendiri.

We were safe though coz the pakcik tgh check our receipts when it happened. Which means our door was open. I repeat, door open ok. Then he went to the cars behind us and together with some other guys, they kinda pushed the cars one by one. Tolak ke depan towards us. Stuck or something i dunno. So kalau they pushed the car behind us towards us, we'll move front right??

Right. So we did! So adalah 5 budak kat dalam tengah cuak nak mampos. Sebab apa? The door was opened! So if anyone was there, taking a video of the whole thing, boleh lah nampak scene macam dalam horror movie. Being girls, we screamed. Tapi jangan bedek ah kalau lelaki wont scream. Not the "AAAAHHHHHH!" scream lah...we shouted "pakcik!pakcik!!!!!!!!" "pintu tak tutup!" (manalah tahu sebenarnya automatic tutup once it reached a certain point lah dok).

So the door closed. We had tourists pointing at us. Kwang kwang kwang. The car moved from Harbour Front(HF) to Mount Faber(MF).

Belum habis. The car stopped halfway!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Question:Was I scared?

Answer: Shit. I was scared shit.

Question: Would I have peed in my pants if we were there longer?

Answer: Nolah.Betul.Tak caye sudah.

So how long was the trip from HF to MF?35-40 minutes!!!

The trip from MF back to HF? 5- 10 minutes!!

I tell you all 5 of us were thinking horrible stuff. Final D lah tulah inilah. But only Rozi waz prepared. HAHA!! Tapi Syukur Alhamdulillah semua ok. Nasib baik tak hujan lebat kan?? Ayo things could have been soooo much worse girls. Woooh!

can you tell we were freakin scared?

this was when the cable car stopped in the middle.

jambu tetap maintain. puhleese.

But it was an experience worth remembering. I'm glad it was with u girls, so I can menggelabah like nobody's business .tak malu sangat. heh.

Thanks girls. I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.

thanks too to tt guy who sort of comforted us. Thanks hor!

Later at night, went over to my aunt's place for a BBQ. Super syiok. Karaoke sampai kul 1 pagi. Inconsiderate betul.

Sunday was ok-oklah. Went to Ikea, which was super huge sampai aku malas nak jalan. Pei ramai orang! Tsk! Then to Orchard. Went to the flea market. Not bad. Met my cousins at heeren. They said they were at "Stokin" so i was like kedai mana seh stokin, kedai baru ke? Sekali "Four Skin" lah. Kwang kwang kwang. Salah dengar lah. b-o-d-o-h.

Oh shoutout to Shariffah Nadia!!!! HELLLLLOOOOO!!!! Nice to see you again hehe. and thanks! :) You're still as tall as ever eh? hehe

Oklor I dah malas nak type.

Happy 19th to Irfan Kasban!!!!!!!!! Baru NINETEEN?? You sure or not boy?? Tsk tsk tsk. Birthday treat soon, on YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ho Ho Ho Bapak-bapak laugh mesti nak kena ada.

Ok bye lovers!

Dah december deh

Guess what guess what? mungkin lambat setapak but sushi lovers..... SAKAE SUSHI's GOING HALAL!!!!! Woooohooooooooooo Alhamdulillah!!!

Ok so they'll change their name to Hae Sushi coz we allll know what Sakae is..but who cares?? Halal sushi!! on conveyor belts!!yes!conveyor belt! coooool or what

Only God knows how ecstatic i was hokay..screaming Alhamdulillah the whole night. Heloo.. you dunno how much this means to me..kalau nak lawan ngan Taufik proposing to me.. no competition ohkay.

Ok bedek. i take that back. taufik, please feel free to ask for my hand. We can have our wedding banquet at Hae Sushi!! Ayo sounds delicious already.

Menyampah eh?But seriously, I cannot wait (for Taufik Hae Sushi). I tell you Mr Douglas Foo (CEO of Sakae Sushi) ... insya-Allah more profit going your way hor!

On another note, I terperanjat beruk when I was reading the newpaper just now about an accident tt happened just recently. Saw the picture and I remembered thinking that the barrier seemed very familiar.it looked like the one i crossed every single day, back from school. So I read the article. Bus 62! Hougang Ave 10! Bus stop infront of Hougang MRT station!Memang confirm plus chop lah tu. Gosh I walk there every single (week)day tau. nasib baik school holiday sekarang. Scaree mareee eh?Read about it here.Alfateha to the live lost, Allayarhamha Suriyanti Salleh.

Anyways, before I end, here's birthday wishes to 3 of my bestest lovers:

Yati!!! Rozi !!(hafiz not included, i cannot bear to cut his face) and Zako!!! muacks muacks!Love you all many many!!!

Ok dah bye!!!

love song for no one

I cannot believe we ponteng-ed again today. But I'd rather not come than rot away, doing practically nothing hokay. Tak faham? Takpe.

Anyways, now that I'm home most days, I finally caught thetyrabanksshow.not bad. But i think I prefer Oprah. Coz she always made me cry. And setiap kali I watch, I'll be as excited as those women there. Tapi tak sampai lompat-lompatlah. Over kan.

Holidays are here and I feel like shopping, swimming,rollerblading, people-watching, cycling, ice-skating, playing basketball (yes!),watching movies, lepaking, bbq-ing and going on dates(ahaks). It seems that everyone's busy though. B-O-R-I-N-G.

I cannot seem to find a slot in december to have my practical.alamatlah tu.makin malaslah nampaknya. Ish Ish Ish.

Anyways,after yonks, I finally had my unagi set meal.Unagi, will u marry me? Sedap nyer!!!

yummy

And I bought Taufik's Cd and i cannot stop listening to Usah Lepaskan. Aiyayaiyayai.. Taufik?Hady?Taufik?Hady? Step dapat either one jer kan.Stop it.

And John Mayer's creeeeeping his way back into my heart. Oh my God 'your body is a wonderland' is sooo sexy. bet u didnt know he wrote that song for jennifer love hewitt ryte??ahhhh so now you know. hey, u learn something new everyday kan..

oh john~

PSLE results are out(last week).Congratulations to my cousins and the abang2 babies in school. Hope you guys have chosen your schools wisely. To those who didnt quite make it, jangan putus asa ok? kita sama-sama will do it much better next year! first and foremost, we need a change of attitude. and a hell lot of hard work. We can do it! Jia You!! Insya-Allah ;P

and i want to balik kampong!I miss my babies there. No, not em cats. i Miss my Apish!!!!!

rindu serindu rindu nya!

haiyah my posts are soooo boring. i should really get a life. siapa nak join? Takde jugak? ya ampon boring nyer!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ciaoz!

I'm tired of being alone...so hurry up and get here

feeling kan?menyampah

much love,
Sheekeane Rawks!
ahaks ;p

miss cikkin

Hello!Wah it's been THAT long ke? sorry peeps, as much as i want to blog every single day, my life is never interesting enough. Furthermore, yours truly is not really a hardworking person. Balik kerja, gue tido.bangun tido tengok teevee. and tido. but of course, we have food, prayers and other daily routined stuff we do at home lah hor.

Right. That aside. Guess what? School's over! For students that is. I still have workshops to attend almost everyday. Tadi baru satu. I never thought I'd say this but the workshop just now was so fun and interesting.really!i enjoyed myself listening to the P and discussing.of course fellow colleagues now realised i'm the 'baby' of the school HAHA it was really a classic moment when almost all had their mouths wide open in disbelief when they were told I took my PSLE in 98. Ahaks.

I think the school's beginning to grow on me. It's a good feeling isn't it?Heh. and the boys too. Especially this group.

(aan,mark,nicholas,salihin,akmal,hafiz missing from pic. last day of school, all lazy to come.tsk.)

they are everything in one lah.naughty,cheeky,sweet etc.tengok gambar ni jer can senyum eh? i hope they grow up good. InsyaAllah.and all the best to d 'abang2' babies..PSLE results next week!!

anyways, i think cupid seems to be shooting arrows at the wrong boys for me. how come i have amature boys confessing their "love"? And i really mean amature ok. the ones you'll exclaim cuteeee nyeeerr and feel like pinching their cheeks.yes.not the ones you say cute nyer! and wants to flirt with hor. cupid, please use specs kalau tak nampak eh. jangan jalan terus..nanti masuk jurong. (ok inside joke)

see i told you i duno what to blog about. selalu ada banyak. in my mind. i think i'd occupy myself by reading. any recommendations??either that or i'd rent korean movies. yes, like idah, moi colleagues kalau tak bebual pasal cerita korea tak sah. HURHUR.

yesterday's pics need to post?No need lah hor.lazy lah.oh btw, my abang anuar tak jumpa I. 13 Nov kan last year. you eh! should i meet Hans? Buang duit jer eh?

I miss kekeks.ALL.what happened to keeping in touch?i'm guilty too lah.(shikin NATO)we should make it a point to meet up once every 2 weeks i think. if cannot. once a month. it's not that hard if we try?and if we want to lah.

prison break tonight. screams. However, i'm sorry Wentworth. I'm now gushing over Channing Tatum. Girls, if you remember, he's the guy from Coach Carter. AHA. He's recently in Step Up. MUST WATCH movie. I love it and would love to watch it again and again again. i have a strong feeling it's his head i'm attracted to. Oh just wait and see..wait till another cute botak guy comes around and i'll be gushing over him. JT not included because he's sexy personified. (My love video da BOMB)

that's him. Channing Tatum. Again, weird name. But oh so Yummy. No. Not to the bulu ketiak.

alright. that's it. Take care.Something to think about..

what if the rest of your life is the best of your life?

much love,

Shikin

welcome to the black parade

hey loves!

How's raye been so far? Pretty mendak for me i must say. The only adrenaline rush i get is when my boys call to say they're coming. So kira cam excited haha.

prisonbreak's been wonderful(!) so far and scofield, scofield you gorgeous man you! woooh!oh oh and i'm sooo gonna watch 'the covenant'..hello?sexy guys with powers. hmm pretty awesome right?

and what else are new?MCR!!!can someone buy me the new album please?? Dah lama tak dengar rock.takkan asyik nak dengar Hady and sepasang kurung biru jer.heh.and by the way, gerard's hairstyle=best! and welcome to the black parade is stuck in my head...carrry oonnn we'll carryyy onnn...

yeah and exams are over, i'm preeeety satisfied with my boys' marks. Alhamdulillah syukur. Although some macam nak kena cekik, there's always the better ones that will make me cool down haha. And karangan's such a torture hehe. and i miss teaching, now that timetable's suspended. but trust me, when i get to teach again next week, i'll whine and complain. alah, lumrah.

and how come guys our age and older are not as sweet and romanticks as guys much younger? haiyo haha.

k more pictures of the other lovers!!

that's us at Zah's house.

and these are my p6 boys.i don't teach them though.

i see some potential heartthrobs already.

but they seriously have to cut down on their loyarburukness.

asyik nak kenakan aku jer. hmph

more pictures?maybe. In the meantime, do take care of yourselves and remember,

the world doesn't wait for you to get back on your feet

much love,

shikin

pictures a plenty

Right here are the pictures! Sesiapa yang rindu I, sila tatap wajahku hingga puas. Hehe

here's the phatmily, with Datuk and Nenek. i tak puas hati because out of the hundreds (exaggeration) taking our photos, no one even bothered to tell us we were THAT not aligned. hmph

that's the cucus. there's 4 more who were late.

Right so a warning to those who don't know me well enough. I like to take pictures with artistes and well, guys ahaks. gatal? yes. malu bertanya tak dapat haha. but these guys are family and i love em so. Oh why not girls? we girls were soo busy doing duno what sampai takde time to take pictures together. And if take pics with girls cam inferior kan. nak lawan siapa lagi meletop. haha kidding lah.

that's me and a statue that pouts. Nak tahu, patung tu namanya Din. and the pout is semula-jadi. You'll see why. scary.

i told you.


memang padan muka kau abang.

Oh yeah, these were my dates for the 1st day of raye.

ni darling I, Hazim

and this is my sayang, Fazly

yang di bawah are my minahs. love em.and i pakai kain 'Mawi world' tapi ade ke some makciks use these kain to make baju butterfly? TSK. super tak glam.

there should be more family pictures coz we'll be 'rounding' again this weekend. yowza! my throat already hurts from drinking too much fizzy drink. tsk tsk tsk. gelojoh.

ok say 'bye bye' yayat!!

lol.adious!

heartsaflutter

Assalamualaikum. Selamat HAri Raya maaf zahir batin. muacks muacks.

maklumlah takut busy sangat tak dapat jumpa kan. Tapi i tahu Kiky rindu I. muahaha. Zah! zaki rindu kita. HURHURHUR. dengar-dengar siapa rindu kena belanja. betul.sumpah. orang kata eh bukan I kata :)

ok back to what i was gonna blog about. Hmmm I kinda forgot already. how?

oh oh! I remembered. maybe i should do them in point form. it's random, nothing new..and i'll just write what comes to mind hor?

• Me and the sisters decided to wear the sexy baju after all. *coughs biatch coughs* feeling jambu per. heh ptui.
• i succumbed to 'teknik rebonding' (omg i hear people wailing already).hey at least it makes my head feel lighter and i feel good and pretty. so i feel pretty good. hehe.
• i am sooooo in love with prisonbreak. now it's top of my list already.so move, meredith grey!siapa suruh u still do it with mcdreamy when there's mr vet? hmph. plus point: i cannot wait for scofield to save the doctor. my hero! swooons
• i think my attraction for guys with "ns" hair just grew because of wentworth. he's soo OMG OMG OMG OMG kan? and samuel rizal too!! i just caught "apa artinya cinta" (ok-oklah but ada part merepeks).. and back to samuel, he's also very sexy leh.the head. the 'tongong' face. the bod.THAT SMILE omg omg omg gituk. so ns boys.. you can start singing "i'm bringing sexy back..yeah" lol ok not all though.terpulang pada confidence level masing-masing yer.
• i'm so scared!my boys are having their malay papers on Monday!tsk.nervous and excited too coz i set their papers (ceh!!weeweet)
• i smiled at my secret admirer. muka dia terus classic i tell you! priceless.. haish.
• my P told me something when she saw me in the office the other day, which made me smile the whole time i was in the office. sampai print papers pun tengah senyum. Alhamdulillah.Syukur.

Ok that's it. I'll post pictures soon. Take care of yourselves!!

Love,

Shikin

stop it

so i'm feeling pretty P.O right now. The reason being.. Miss Red decided to pay me a visit today. yes, today. not tomorrow, not lusa. meaning I don't get to fast the whole month like what I was hoping for. dang. Thanks a lot for giving me a pimple breakout eh hormones or whatevers.

tapi takpe. Raya's just around the corner. and the first day's gonna be a bit disappointing. Decided not to wear the baju we wanted to. Sexy maut ah. Bapakku baik nak maafkan aleh2 tiada maaf bagimu nanti Muahahaha. So it's just plain normal baju kurung. Tapi kalau dah cun pakai ape pun jambu per. Hurhurhur.

Anyhoos, I've been feeling pretty bingit lately. And to tell you the truth, I just realised I have a much higher tolerance level towards the females than the opposite sex. I have no idea why. Tu sebab lah aku takda boypren sampai skarang. I simply cannot stand men who's so mengada-ngada. And what? dengar-dengar lelaki sekarang dah petty?? tak dapat ah!

petty and ngada-ngada boys. seriously, don't come near me.

the ones yang expect me to call them every single day, or expect me to answer their call all the freaking time like as if i have nothing to do but sit around and wait for you (wah rhyme!), also, please, just lose my number. Aku nak space. And you don't go around and judge me saying i'm cold and dah berubah, when you've only been close to me for what?a few weeks? Stop it lah kan.And calling repeatedly will only make it worse. Sumpah.

You just don't know me well enough. Aku tak suka telephone. You love to talk, you call someone else. Ok? Nyet.

Maaf Zahir Batin ah.

Anyways, just to let you know..School ends at 10 for the Muslims tomorrow. I swear I'm gonna leave school with my boys..flashing big smiles!hurhurhur. I'll try to video them saying 'selamat hari raya' or singing raya songs. Dah kecoh babe. Yes amazingly, seirritating mereka, I can tolerate these boys..all 35 of em. I love korangs!

And did I tell you I love these people also??? Girls, the time spent is really never enuff eh? One whole day together lahhhhh. Soon. Bila part ada orang nak treat tu. Hehe. LOVE KORANGS!! thanks for always being there for each other ahaks.

ok bye. and ikhlasly, maaf zahir batin. :)

hand over hand

hey korangs! shikin sungguh rindu serindu-rindunya!! urgh. 4 days of PSLE marking days starting from tomorrow. Nak tahu aper? Si kental ni was actually rejoicing to the thought that I don't have to attend school for 4 days.

The truth was in fact, a disappointment. I forgot I'm no longer the student. slenger bacin kan? SO I have to be in school til 5!! Lima dok! And we're fasting! Oh My God, how am i gonna survive in school till late, not doing anything? Ok bedek. Luckily there's P1 orientation admin stuff to take care of. so, should I be happy or not? Nyet.

Right, so Eid's nearing and the house's still in a mess, my room especially. Sisters....OUR room! ok considering the fact that I only spend 10 minutes in my room every single day, I should actually regard the living room as mine. Yes, I sleep in the living room. I can't be bothered to pull the bed every night, clean it nicely and push it back in every single morning..when SOME people just have to make their own bed when they wake up and tu pun malas nak mampos and just leave it unmade like that. sheesh. Yer memang kadang-kadang aku ngada-ngada and particular about these stuff. Sometimes dirty and messy places are just sooooooooo bloody annoying.

And once again, I contradict myself, coz I too, am too lazy to clean the house. Kena tunggu mood rajin datang ah. Skarang belum lagik. heh. mood raya pun belum sampai.

Cakap pasal Raya kan.. I really really miss Syah Ibrahim's programme on Ria, which was aired every morning during the last fasting month. The one where family members from different parts of the world call up their loved ones in Spore. Abeh berbual and nangis nangis coz they tak dapat celebrate raya together. And I remembered tearing up too, listening to that (and of coz because I don't want to and dread going towork attachment every day). That was really touching. Dee, go tell your boss I miss him on radio. Sumpah.

And,like Dee, I watched Heart also and cried buckets watching it. I watched twice and well, cried more buckets. Ok merepek + lame. But seriously, go watch it. Lagi-lagi Kiky yang tgh in love with Acha Septriasa. Puhlese. Nirina Zubir is Uber Cute and Irwansyah kinda look like Ariel.

So my eyes were swollen on Saturday morning, thus sparking off the bad mood. plus, I had to attend a character development workshop at 8. where? safra yishun (maha jauh).to top it off.. my super lazy bro was well, super lazy to send me. Nasib baik dad was being a sweetheart that morning, despite being sick. Love you pops!

I thought it was gonna be a super draggy 6 hour long talk. But no.. ok we need sometime to loosen up and really wake the brain cells up ryte? Come on, it's Saturday. But at the end of the whole thing, I believe every single participant left with great memories and were inspired by the two speakers. At least, I really was. Really. It somehow instill more passion and drive in me to become a much better teacher and person altogether. Macam touching.

Oh, that aside, I was at super close proximity with the secret admirer last friday. It was super cute lah. Tapi macam sungguh too bad gitu kan?

Ok dah lah. I ran out of news already. Oh before I forget, to one of my lovers, fazly.. please take care of yourself and makan ubat. Tulah dah tahu penat and ngantuk siapa suruh naik motor? Kan dah susah. You're so lucky it wasn't all bad ok. So, Alhamdulillah. But please don't scare me like that again hor. Raya nak dekat Oi. Pandu dengan cermat. Ingatlah orang yang tersayang.

And to shala, please be strong in taiwan. those who know you will definitely miss you when we eat the ketupats and kuih rayas. Heh.

Ok toodles! Take care!

Much love,
Shikin :)

rollercoaster

oh my God i think i have a secret admirer.... which is no longer a secret (to me) because it's preeeeeeeety obvious. nyet.


anyhoos boy, you just made my ego larger by 547 times.


this is so sexciting.

fix you

Hello lovers!

Maciam exciting gituk. The radio's playing hari raya songs already. Weeeee!Tapi stop it eh. jangan enjoy sangat. last few days of Ramadan lagik feeling syahdu... hormats okies.

Talking about hormat. What is up with with muslims eating and smoking outside when they are supposed to be fasting? We should really implement rules that such people be fined. really. turn-off. Dah tua pun.. astaghfirullah. insaf beb. My 8 year olds can tahan and you can't? Sheesh.

Anyways, I just realised I've been missed by many. (Ehm macam faham coughs). Ok fine. I miss everyone!! Cannot wait to meet Aishah! Harap2 jadi,okies? And I also realised my lovers are having problems at work. Come on gurls! Endure for a month and kita tengok cam mana?? Ok best.

And you would have already realised by now how random every single posts of mine are. Yer memang betul. Fikiranku selalu bercelaru. Mana nak tulis ni. Mana nak excited bilang tu. Over. And I thought I could really write well, but tu semua in my head jer. should have some wire to connect the brain to the computer, jadi senang sikit. (Idea baik=10 points)

Oh did I ever ever tell any of you I'm an Indo, Malay, Phillipines VCD/DVD freak? I can go crazy at Muzika especially when the new ones arrive. And i just bought Heart (screams!!!) and Apa Artinya Cinta (screams louder). Gosh been waiting sooo long ok. I literally made a 'triumphant' gesture when I saw the vcds at Muzika tadi. Oh the selenger bacinness. I can still recall the conversation I had with the Abg there a few months ago...

Abg Muzika: Adik minat cerita-cerita Indonesia eh?
Me: A'ah.
Abg Muzika: Abang pun..

Ok macam nothing right? but if you know how the abangs Muzika are like.. you'll get my drift..tokyo drift. No offence though. Maaf Zahir batin. peace.

Hmm ape lagi? ah... those with cable, go catch 'sisterhood of the travelling pants'. I LOVE it. Because of that movie, I actually slept at 3 am and went to school with puffy eyes hokay. And it's not because of the lack of sleep, It's because I cried watching it. Best giler, for girls I mean. So girls, if you wanna have a lepak session with just girls, you know.. hang out kat rumah and whatevers.. rent or buy the DVD and watch it together. Awwww.ps: the boys are cute too.


really.watch it.

Ok topic ape pulak? yes. read the forum page on Berita Harian. Ada sort of debates about disciplining children and who is to blame when the kids go wrong-teachers or their parents? Very interesting. Yang buat me bingit was someone who actually wrote in saying it's totally the teachers' fault because they don't instil discipline in the kids kat skolah. OK.... like Heellllllllllloooo? obviously tak pakai otak. obviously tak tahu sebatang haram pun yang terjadi in school. obviously tak ambil kisah. maaf cakap lah yer. Maaf zahir batin.

i honestly know what a good family background, with good religious ed can do to a kid. and well, the opposite. and the reality of the latter is just painful. too painful.sumpah.

you wanna know more..can ask me. about the BH forum that is.i keep the clippings. tension babe.

oklah sedih ah kalau berbual pasal this topic. Coz i'll be reminded of the boy. and how he only had to sit for 2 written papers.......

and he didn't turn up. and he still hasn't been home. and all the stationery I bought for him (in case he turned up) just laid there on my table. and how crushed i was to know he wasn't there.
and how Kak mentioned "I rasa Shikin, dia dah give up. I think he feels useless. Yalah because he can't read and everything, so I think he doesn't see the need."

because honestly, I will do anything to help him. Ok. i tried before. I just cannot let go lah.HOW?? HOW?I guess he's just special to me uh?Siol ah. rindu seh. I dreamt about him twice ok. and in one, he was actually crying.... to me.

This sucks. big time. Sumpah I'm emotional. I'll stop now lah.

and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

i will try to fix you

Take care all.

the morning after

Loves,

Happy Children's Day!!! Wooot woot!! Gosh when was the last time we really celebrated children's day? i seriously cannot remember. I do remember, though, that we neither got ourselves a holiday nor a children's day celebration/gifts or whatever during our secondary school life. and trust me, i was really bratty and sore about it. But we had youth day. youth day?sheesh. boring.

What i truly remembered about children's day were the songs we had to sing year after year. One being 'Semoga Bahagia', where most guys were really just changing the lyrics to crappy stuff like 'sopan-santun dengan setan-setan' (a'ah dulu memang kelakar, sekarang mengaruts) and of course, the one i still love till now.."heal the world" by michael jackson. sedap! masih ingat dulu hentam-bocai nyanyi.. 'for you and for me and the ultimate human race.' it's entire, darling. HEH.

but now, macam tak rasa. though i still got to listen to "heal the world" every morning before morning assembly, we didn't officially sing the song on children's day itself. not even semoga bahagia hokay. and children's day celebration was quite a bore except for the games where my class WON 1st and 3rd!!nyet nyet nyet. tak sangka. naughty and talkative but can run. energetic mah. HAHA hurrah 1F!

speaking of energetic. kenapa bulan puasa jer my budak-budak suddenly became over talkative?? hairan bin ajaib seh. dah lah bising..asyik nak pegi toilet jer! pokemon!spinning erasers!magnets!urgh

sesungguhnya aku berpuasa. i really blew my top last thursday man. BUT geram-geram pun cikgu kasi children's day gift ok. i called upon one by one. no smiles. muka marah. then suara semua cam tikus when they received the gift."terima kasih cikgu".hehe cute.

yah u guys must be tired of me talking bt my boys in almost all my posts. sorry lah. currently, my world revolves around them. Heh. solution...get me a boyfriend. quick. Tadi dad was asking me and sis to get someone yang ahli sembahyang. Insya-Allah pops! Priorityku yang beriman mangs! macam mawi pun takper. hurhurhur

and i just bought $11 worth of famous amos no nuts cookies. nafsu nafsu. Jemput eh siapa yang nak. Tak yah malu-malu.

you know what? the purpose of the post is actually to inform you guys.. ok whoever who watches "Supernatural" on AXN every thursday night.. that the first season has ended. i cannot cannot wait for the 2nd season and I'm gonna miss the gorgeous brothers so. Tapi takpe, what's Wentworth Miller for? Gosh for a hunk his name is quite a mouthful eh? Girls, watch PrisonBreak. Not just for him, but for the storyline and everything. Bagus!

All the best for Idah and Kham. Embarking on a new journey eh? Working world is full of challenges. Be strong. Keep your head up high. Nak hugs, tell me. Muacks. Selalu sebut ni dalam hati..that's what my dad always tell us.."Ya Allah, permudahkanlah perjuanganku"

Ok. sumpah this post is really random. Biasa jugak.

take care of yourself.Remember, life doesn't wait for you to get back on your feet.

Much love,
Shikin

ps: Do tag. kalau tak mendak. hate tags? lagi exciting. consfirm.

one love

Watch this. Can't believe I actually teared up watching it. BIG HUG everyone!!!

through whatever come what may

Assalamualaikum Loves!!

Dengar-dengar dah malas nak update? Tulah 'kerek' lagi nak ada own blog. Ehhhpp biasa jugak! This post's gonna be a long one aight.

Oh before everything, Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ini. Perbanyakkan ibadah, tambahkan kesabaran, ukirkan senyuman dan sentiasa mesti relek. chill baybeh..

Wells...Cakap tak serupa bikin hokay. It's a real test being a teacher. Apa lagi on a fasting month. I told myself to cut down on scolding and raising my voice. But cannot lah. Nakal nyer nauzubillah. Thank god the silent treatment still works. At least i can make use of my 'staring' powers and the chaos will subside... eventually. Hah!

But it's really cute to see the little ones trying to fast and go through the day without complaining and feeling faint. "Cikgu! Kita penat! Cikgu! Kita haus!Kita nak mati!" hehe

Right so how long has it been? 2 months? Just 2 months?? Wow. It's amazing what experiences i've had being there. Every single day, mesti ada something new. Latest update: Soiled pants. Seriously. You don't even want to think about it.

the boy's not coming back to school anymore. 8 days to PSLE. Hatiku sungguh sakit. I was close, man. So close. :(

another boy baru baik from a disease that usually attacks younger uns. His story. Painful.

I don't understand parents nowadays. if I have all the money in the world, I'll gladly build a house for these boys and take care of them. Proper food. Proper ajaran agama which is very important, I must add. Proper education (likewise). and of course, proper hygiene. And all they need is attention, care and love. Tu pun tak boleh kasi? How about not being a parent in the first place if all you care about is your own backside? Astaghfirullah.

Ya Allah, please make them think. Thanks.

School problems aside. Congratulations to Khammie ma hommie for clinching DA job! Alhamdulillah. Tu Idah, we'll pray you get the job and can change your shift hor? Ish

Congratulations to Hady for being crowned as the next Singapore Idol! Woots! Say say say Yaphoo!! very deserving. Jon, I still loike you aights don't worry. I'm just wondering what Hady will receive other than the recording contract.... which jon will obviously receive also.

Hmmmmm...

Dahlah malas nak update lagi. Take care of yourselves love. Sesungguhnya kami berpuasa and senyum- senyum selalu!!

masih marah? Read this then..confirm tersengeh. ambik kau besar-besar.



creatively written by Haziq.

Told ya you'd smile.

Take care now!!

heartbreak

It sucks to feel so attached to someone who doesn't even give a damn about anything. I just hope that certain someone will eventually come to his senses and come back. Soon. It's gonna be too late already.

It's just so sad that I happened to be the last one to see him, to be acknowledged by him and I didn't even do anything about it. Flashes of his bruised face came to my mind recently. Ya Allah, please let him be safe and sound.

It's ridiculous that the one person you're supposed to respect and look up to doesn't give a hoot about you. Whose fault is it, I do not know. But honestly, to me, your responsibility is your responsibility after all. Takkan nak lepas tangan just because orang tak dengar kata? He needs guidance and he doesn't even get any concern. Here we are, worried sick and you don't even give a damn.

I'm praying he'll not mix around with bad influences and deal with crappy stuff. Come back come back!! you're breaking my heart!!!Think boy, think.....!!Sampai bila nak buat macam gini?? Haiyahhhhhh

Anyways, it was great to vent out the anger and heartbreak by bowling in the middle of the night. After SOOO Long!Thanks loves! And it's been so long since we saw yan sayang and he finally joined us HAHA ingat dah lupa. and then there's the other one..hmmmm.. :) Totally enjoyed myself though I was on the lookout for that boy 24-7. especially when the group of "jalan bukak kepak" boys walked pass us a couple of times. HAHA.

See what he did to me!

Anyways, to kekek: bila nak bowl? and bbq? and picnic? and many many more! and sentosa! haish!

i'm hoping i'll see him tomorrow. please please please!! In the meantime, time to prepare for the weeks' lessons!! Jumpa lagi yer! Senyum senyum selalu..


Much love,
Shikin!

numero uno

Alrites. Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera kepada semua. (Muahahaha)

Hello loves, I'm following Khammie Ma Hommies' footsteps and decided to have a blog on my own.We'll let Kak Idah be the main "updater" of kekekcorner since she's obviously the most kekek one there. and also because once she updates, the rest don't have to anymore. hurhurhur. A'ah memang our lives are oh so happening correct?

Right. So enjoy what's left of the weekends and what's left of Syaaban before having to abstain yourself from doing whatever you used to alright.

Puasa belum habis bayar? Astaghfirullah..

Much love!
Shikin

Now I can start pouring my heart out. Heh enough of formality and everything. ;P