heartbreak

It sucks to feel so attached to someone who doesn't even give a damn about anything. I just hope that certain someone will eventually come to his senses and come back. Soon. It's gonna be too late already.

It's just so sad that I happened to be the last one to see him, to be acknowledged by him and I didn't even do anything about it. Flashes of his bruised face came to my mind recently. Ya Allah, please let him be safe and sound.

It's ridiculous that the one person you're supposed to respect and look up to doesn't give a hoot about you. Whose fault is it, I do not know. But honestly, to me, your responsibility is your responsibility after all. Takkan nak lepas tangan just because orang tak dengar kata? He needs guidance and he doesn't even get any concern. Here we are, worried sick and you don't even give a damn.

I'm praying he'll not mix around with bad influences and deal with crappy stuff. Come back come back!! you're breaking my heart!!!Think boy, think.....!!Sampai bila nak buat macam gini?? Haiyahhhhhh

Anyways, it was great to vent out the anger and heartbreak by bowling in the middle of the night. After SOOO Long!Thanks loves! And it's been so long since we saw yan sayang and he finally joined us HAHA ingat dah lupa. and then there's the other one..hmmmm.. :) Totally enjoyed myself though I was on the lookout for that boy 24-7. especially when the group of "jalan bukak kepak" boys walked pass us a couple of times. HAHA.

See what he did to me!

Anyways, to kekek: bila nak bowl? and bbq? and picnic? and many many more! and sentosa! haish!

i'm hoping i'll see him tomorrow. please please please!! In the meantime, time to prepare for the weeks' lessons!! Jumpa lagi yer! Senyum senyum selalu..


Much love,
Shikin!