vroom vroom vroom

i want to blog. but i don't know what about.

tell you what, just get me a date with hafiz koh.=)

Grey: Still, they say you don’t kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you’re there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.

i'll tell you something.

once you let go, u'll feel like shit. but you'll soon grow out of it.

shit happens. it's your choice to let it continue or not.

now, back to hafiz koh.

=)

over

i HMV-ed. favourite music on the shelves, people. new uns. Keane, Oasis, James Morrison. my fingers were itching to buy em all. but i shall practise abstinence (wo), from books and CDs. for now. like right now. you never know what's gonna happen tomorrow.

kalau tidak pun, who's getting me which? come on, sekali-sekala kan. kata sayang.... bleah. hint:james morrison would be purrfect.

ok back to aksara usia, i suck at analysing poems.

btw, meredith said this yesternight:

"Forgive and forget. That’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled… old wounds never heal. And the most we can hope for, is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget".

lucky enough to forget. wow.

ok tell me who really and sincerely meant what they said in their maaf zahir batin speeches/messages?

bye.

telong! (lol)

i thought my short term memory was bad.

this is worse.

i'm showing signs of dementia already. habis. i misplaced two things. my keys (damn needed) and my camera battery.

and to think i took out the battery, mentioned to myself that it needs to be charged badly, carried the laptop to the room to print notes. and poooft it's gone. i don't even remember if i brought it into the room. i just remember taking it out from the camera. now my camera bogel already. sian.

ni mesti sebab dah lupa daratan. dah lama tak mengaji. sigh.

on a loss less depressing note, boria raya was fun :)

keluarga bahagia. HAHA.

akusepakkau.

angelina the bomb

forever has passed. old friend initiates a meet-up, it's been long. dinner. he's got a place in mind.

i love meetups with old friends. nanti berbual merepek. abeh banyak "Oh My God! yah!" with lots of exclamation marks. muka confirm excited. best gituk.

tapi ni kali bonus,

old friend = ex-crush.

now, hyperventilate.

no, i ain't doing that.

i'll say omgomgomgomgomgomgomg ( x 82376432)

mak cakap very sexciting, you tahu?

but then again, shitload worth of assignments.

but...we all need to have dinner don't we?

hehe.

ok! i'll post a pic on boriaraya soonest, once i get my charger. i miss you, lappie.

and happy birthday honeybaby! don't expect too much from me :)

and there's soo many types of boys, but you, for sure ain't worth it. asshole.

p.s: terase ke?

bummer i tell you

let me just tell you something, bro.

my laptop charger's a big fuck.
i hate advanced pay because i'm left with less than half of em till the next payday.and next payday is freaking three weeks away.
i've got tonnes of projects and assignments and i've done nothing.
it worries me that everyone around me's either getting engaged, married or pregnant. people, think money. you sure you got em?surelah tu pasal next step, dol.
i feel so pening. like all the time.
i feel like vomitting almost every night.
no, i am not anorexic, or bulimic. not weight obsessed too.
i eat a lot.
i hate same old stories that don't seem to move anywhere better.
people can be so stubborn and stupid at the same time.
feelings are crap.
"i think i'm in love" feelings' are crappier.
so sensitive for what?
cibey.

i'm so in need of the beach. pure relaxation. a good read. and a thai massage.
so, help me God.

i don't even feel like meeting new people.
i think i wanna be a supermodel.

dapat macdonalds breakfast pun macam baik.
cheeky please?

bapak-bapak

i thought it would stop with dad moonwalking non-stop right infront of me.

but nooo, the blasting radio just had to play suasana hari raya (anuar & ellina), and he started ronggeng-ing and whatnots, with a sumpah-nak-kena-ketawaKAN-layuface-step-penari-melayu-terakhir.

and bonus, he exclaimed out loud "semua papa boleh buat eh?"

ohmygod.

i love my dad.

it will be tough to live up to my expectations, boys.

heh.

ps: got pneumonia penomia?

bersabarlah sayang

it is one thing when you assume and keep your mouth shut, because lets be honest here, i am guilty of judging a book by its cover, though i trrrryy not to.

but it is a whole new thing altogether when you pandai-pandai say some freaking bullshit and made it spread like wildfire (exaggeration, i hope) about me or anyone else, when you know nuts, dude.

benefit of the doubt. i'll give that to you and go for the former.

but if it's not, i believe in karma.

and short-lived happiness.

i'm a cynic afterall.

a cynic who does not only go for guys with bikes.

so, reflect.

i have a one hour class at 8.30 on a friday. yes.
but on a brighter note, my boys will be coming over!
:)

runaway

i want to join the noose. they crack me up, big time. Love it.

anyways, terharu moment :

Mai says:
coz i cnt take the fact that we stop doing things together animore

friends just make school a whole lot better.

and abang anuar, i tak sabar :)

because it's aidilfitri

to those in my heart, always, i'd like to take this opportunity to seek forgiveness from all. in any cases whereby i've caused hurt, grievances,sadness,hatred intentionally or not, through my actions, words or just by not acknowledging, i sincerely apologise. and i love you guys.

also to those i've crossed path with, maaf zahir batin.

sayang semuanya.

to taufik batisah, i love you.

hampir setiap kalinya, tak jemu-jemu...