riot oi.

i shan't put the blame on anyone.
but me.
this is my incompetence.
my problem.
i'll work on it.
and it better be soon.
insyaAllah.
come on shikin!!!!

aku punya motivator dah menunjukkan perangai lama. oleh itu, inginku katakan, sukatti ye.
sila hantar email atau sms jika kamu ingin memberikan ku semangat atau kata-kata perangsang setiap kali aku memerlukannya. no macam pahamers allowed.

nak berikan makanan pun aku terima.

terima kasih jelah ye.

a while.

i'm so saddened by the passing of yasmin ahmad. first it was MJ. then now her. 2 extremely talented beings. now gone. their work incomplete.the world mourns and now,begin to appreciate. hopefully there's someone out there able to make movies and adverts just as good as yasmins'. the ones that show real in your face situations albeit attracting controversy, but really pull the heartstrings.al-fateha yasmin ahmad. sepet was awesome :)

life's been good. i am happy. i've no boyfriend. i have fab friends, in singapore and australia HAHA. my family's awesome. i love everyone.

no hot gossips, yet.

and we're doing great babe.
just like this.

and ya. aku memilih.
so?

shhh. hidung bawang jangan cakap.

gasp.

i haven't written in soo long i forgot what's been happening in my life. time's moving waaay too fast lah, seriously. the good being, 3 years boleh habis dengan cepat. hehe. i think i've got a plan in mind on what to do after this. but i'll need to save up. like really save up. and, i'll have to accept the fact that i might not settle down so soon. hurhurhur. but i think i'll be happy. insyaAllah. we'll see how it goes. and the parents too. haha. oh wells. this is THE plan for now. :)

ok so what's up? if you really wanna know, i'm full-fledged already. alhamdulillah.so far so good. adapting, still sane.convo's in 2 days. daymn excited about it. but the mood's gonna fluctuate, coz bestie's leaving the next day. soo happy for you but urgh!maintain k kakaks. haha.

had a blast during the last minute surprise chalet.then ate way too much this week. makan luar here, makan luar there. now my perut like damn sexy ah flabbonch like that. gasak lah eh. can't even be bothered to do crunches or whathaveyousthat'llmakeyouskinnyscrawny.bleargh.

you know i was looking thru old photos. it's funny how events take a turn. like you never knew you'd be close to the people you are with right now. right? what made you choose them anyway? what made you leave the rest? do you still wish for things to happen with someone? do you think you'd be somewhere with someone else?

dulu abang cakap, soal hati ni, susah lah nak cakap. memang betul pun.

ada dia yang nak naik kuda. biarpun lambat, tapi dia sampai in style. tu dia yang kata. kita senyum je kan.

ada dia yang... sigh. so honest. tapi everything he did in the past were just sooooo wrong. but i sooo wanna know more. gatal.

then ada dia yang, bertepuk sebelah tangan. tepuk. tepuk. tepuk.

ok bye.

loved