today,he surprised me with a sandwich. :)
tonight, i thought,
i wanna go everywhere it takes me, with him.
i know.i'm so sappy.
it's about time we take notice of our own blessings aye?
Monday, October 25, 2010
someone like you
have i been selfish all these while? i guess not having things to do tonight kinda jolt my emobone for a moment. ok wait, correction. i do have things to do. just don't feel like doing them tonight. ok back to my thoughts. i miss my friends. tell me, have i been selfish? have i been spending way too much time with him that i forget my friends? believe me, i wouldn't wanna do that and if friends have been feeling that way, then i pray, do tell. coz i dunno. i've not had updates. i've not received random smses since forever. and it's really emotionally draining coz i know i have been asking for meetups, but negative replies just kill.you.slowly don't they?i know we all have responsibilities to fill but is it so difficult to make time for a really short meetup? how about making the first step? just informing when there's no class? tuition? meetings or whatever.and don't even try saying i spend every waking moment with him.
the fact is, you didn't even bother to ask.
:(
the fact is, you didn't even bother to ask.
:(
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
updated
aha. i'd probably be blogging once a month now, considering how "exciting" my life has been thus far. need updates from my side?
school's been fine.super hectic and fast term.psle's over. which means tuition's over. which also means there goes my extra income. week 5 is ending.there's only one day on week 6 coz the rest are for psle marking. revision hasn't started.i'm rushing to complete the books. = i'm dead.
i have yet to start on my miniproject.i have no idea how to start it, how to do it, when to do it. and school is ending. and there's review for the year after school term = i'm dead.
i'm worried for my p6 kids. 7 kids in class means higher percentage for each kid. Having kids with different diagnosis means cannot expect too much from them = i'm dead.
life's good.
stuff happened. made me question so many things. i guess sometimes when people let out things when they were angry, they were actually keeping all those inside: tolerating.
and when things get out of hand, everything else comes out. scary huh? not just that. it's ugly too. -_-
he taught me something. when someone makes you angry, you rationalise your thoughts. if you were in that person's shoes,will you do the same thing? why do you think that someone made you angry? why are you so worked up in the first place? sigh it doesn't really matter actually. ego's a bitch lah. we should really just relax and be rational about stuff. and seriously, forsaking friendship over petty arguments are just plain bull.
i haven't been meeting friends lately. everyone has commitments. won't dwell on that.
watched kham's performance. it's really funny coz while i was watching her on stage,i realised 53 days is a loong time.and i know i'm gonna miss this girl a lot. We might not see each other often but we do random updates, and now,close to 2 months. :( she'll come back safe and sound, with awesome experience for sure. insyaAllah.
zahillah and amin. i am so glad these two are coming back, end of the year. then we're all a complete family again. can't wait to see how much they've changed and everything. and we're older. definitely we'll talk abt more serious stuff.or not. hahahaha. but i do miss these guys a lot.thank god for facebook where i can see your updates. korang macam having more 'life' than us in singapore. boohoo.
as for love. as much as we'd wanna make it perfect, there's bound to be obstacles and flaws along the way. at least we found our biggest obstacle haha. now you can't say it's honeymoon period already kannnn?kan? kan? kan? haha. i'd say time past by too fast. still feels like we're two kental beings sending up to over hundred smses to each other each day. we're still doing that by the way. we shd get ourselves blackberries huh? (yalah he cannot have a hp with camera) at least our smses to each other are free. save siket duit. :p
there could be more updates but yah, i kinda lost my drive to blog for now.just received an sms. alhamdulillah. in a few months, i'm a godmama! =) =) =) =)
school's been fine.super hectic and fast term.psle's over. which means tuition's over. which also means there goes my extra income. week 5 is ending.there's only one day on week 6 coz the rest are for psle marking. revision hasn't started.i'm rushing to complete the books. = i'm dead.
i have yet to start on my miniproject.i have no idea how to start it, how to do it, when to do it. and school is ending. and there's review for the year after school term = i'm dead.
i'm worried for my p6 kids. 7 kids in class means higher percentage for each kid. Having kids with different diagnosis means cannot expect too much from them = i'm dead.
life's good.
stuff happened. made me question so many things. i guess sometimes when people let out things when they were angry, they were actually keeping all those inside: tolerating.
and when things get out of hand, everything else comes out. scary huh? not just that. it's ugly too. -_-
he taught me something. when someone makes you angry, you rationalise your thoughts. if you were in that person's shoes,will you do the same thing? why do you think that someone made you angry? why are you so worked up in the first place? sigh it doesn't really matter actually. ego's a bitch lah. we should really just relax and be rational about stuff. and seriously, forsaking friendship over petty arguments are just plain bull.
i haven't been meeting friends lately. everyone has commitments. won't dwell on that.
watched kham's performance. it's really funny coz while i was watching her on stage,i realised 53 days is a loong time.and i know i'm gonna miss this girl a lot. We might not see each other often but we do random updates, and now,close to 2 months. :( she'll come back safe and sound, with awesome experience for sure. insyaAllah.
zahillah and amin. i am so glad these two are coming back, end of the year. then we're all a complete family again. can't wait to see how much they've changed and everything. and we're older. definitely we'll talk abt more serious stuff.or not. hahahaha. but i do miss these guys a lot.thank god for facebook where i can see your updates. korang macam having more 'life' than us in singapore. boohoo.
as for love. as much as we'd wanna make it perfect, there's bound to be obstacles and flaws along the way. at least we found our biggest obstacle haha. now you can't say it's honeymoon period already kannnn?kan? kan? kan? haha. i'd say time past by too fast. still feels like we're two kental beings sending up to over hundred smses to each other each day. we're still doing that by the way. we shd get ourselves blackberries huh? (yalah he cannot have a hp with camera) at least our smses to each other are free. save siket duit. :p
there could be more updates but yah, i kinda lost my drive to blog for now.just received an sms. alhamdulillah. in a few months, i'm a godmama! =) =) =) =)
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