Saturday, March 14, 2009

endofterm

i slept so happy i'm still smiling right now.

this week, minus the merepek assignment..well we deserve it. and hell yeah mosaic's free gigs come at the right time.

proper update soon. maybe.

bye!

love,
besar kemungkinan dah tak kisah. :)

Saturday, March 07, 2009

like best like that

this week was splendid. i couldn't ask for anything more. alhamdulillah.

the kids made me smile a great lot. no matter how mischievous, they're just so adorable. koochi koochi. and it totally rocked that the environment's good as well. alhamdulillah. :)

what's even more awesome was my date with mr a to z himself. nevermind the fact i was the only crazy girl standing up, screaming, dancing, singing and shouting the whole time in my row. yikes. the feeling was just superb! couldn't ask for more, well, maybe for a pic and a hug, then for absolutely zero, bella luna, wordplay, if it kills me. then perfection. ahhhhhhhhh. still, mraz is love. pure love. like taufik batisah. :) banyak berangan.

other than that, random chats and smses just made u laugh out loud doncha think? here's two, from well 2 of my favourite people..

on msn,
Diy: hari2 aku makan makaroni
shikin: tapi murah best eh
Diy: 1 dls baybeh
Diy: letagedit
shikin: letagedit
Diy: HAHAHA!
Diy: letak begeil
shikin: HAHHAHAHAH
shikin: typo setan seh
Diy: GAGA!
Diy: agaggaga!

ok seriously, what she meant was letak begedel. typobabibesarpunya.

on sms,
zako: dol, i transferred the wedding $ to your account already
shikin: thanks beb. and you meant doll right?
zako:ya. babi doll.

aha.aha.aha. i have funny friends.

and i love em so.

weekends or wad!

Saturday, February 28, 2009

friday i'm in love

the moment i saw them, every single depressingshitty feeling just left me. instantly.

I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about you
It's Friday, I'm in love

we talked and irritate each other just like we used to in school. pretty sucky that time had to pass by soo fast but i'm awaiting next weekend. :)

buck up, work on your weaknesses, have plenty of redbull, vitamins and supplements and no use worrying about mr backstabber. have plenty of fresh, great ideas. just my dumb luck but i'll prove em wrong. and all of us will too. we can do this girls, insyaAllah. for each other ya.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

OMGOMGOMGOMG

i cannot believe i am freaking out. i have no idea why. it's like having lots of extreme emotions all in one i just want to bawl my eyes out and scream out loud. though i have to admit the spa session just now was, seriously, semi-orgasmic (sedap nak mampos), i could only forget for like an hour? then it's back to reality.

yes. one more day till the 10, by right, 11 weeks of fakeshit. i don't want it to start. it's weird the aloof, uninterested and obviously unfeeling me is pressurized right now. hopefully, that's as far as it can go, just up till...now. i don't wanna live the 10 weeks feeling like shit everysingle day. oh god please save this dear scared soul of mine. and those of my friends too.

and then there's you.
wads up with the hot and cold behaviour ey?
macam dah penat aku nak layan.

oh god. dah lah 3 weeks late. it's getting prettay annoying. zits popping out already. emotions macam tunggang terbalik. perangai macam setan. membebel membebel membebel. i dislike girls who are too dependent on men. membebel. membebel. i cannot fake a smile and act interested everyday. membebel. membebel. just what do you want from me? waaaaaddddddddddd?! membebel membebel.

dah puas membebel sendiri, ngantuk.

if i'm crying out,
don't listen to it
it's only my heart.

and then dengar Taufik's Usah lepaskan, nak nangis. urgh. girls and emotions. problem besar punya!!!

ok bye. please pray for me, love, peace and happiness. and yourselves of course.

amin.....i need a hug.pronto. :`(

Thursday, February 19, 2009

flowers

you know you've had too much bbq food when..

you dream of someone giving you a bouquet of flowers, only to realise...

it's sticks of fishballs and hotdogs,

wrapped in aluminium foil.

that, my friends, was my dream this afternoon.

how sad is my life that i dreamt of such? but still, i woke up laughing.

life's goood. how's yours?