Saturday, January 31, 2009

b mcknight in shining armour

yes, aku tak buih diri sendiri hari ni. i went to the library okay. soo refreshing. but kinda shortlived coz for the first time i got pretty disgusted and scared being alone in a public and so mulia place. there was this man who kept looking at me lah. sempat bukak specs lagi seh. and so many times that i got so uneasy, the moment he turned to choose a book, i went out of the place. sick lor. don't taint one of my favourite places okay. and more non-fiction books please?

anyways, the past few days and weeks have been great fun i laughed so much i'm getting a great feeling bout 2009. tapi don't hope so much hor, it's just Jan. who? january lah dey! and march is gonna rock i cannot wait!

oh remind me not to go sentosa on public hols. the last time i went, it's like jampacked with foreigners i felt lost in my own land. those stairs leading to the flower fest looked like great wall of china sia. how to pull a zhangziyi when 1368469 eyes are just everywhere around you right?! sheeshkebab i miss abang kebab betul.

come come take a peek!

this is baby kebab.

baik or what!

menang. hands down. menang.

i tried singing along to b mcknight. to no avail though. must let the man sing alone. too beautiful. but then again, come the concert (yes i'm going with my girls bayybeeeh!), watch out ah b mc. watch out. can't wait!

ok bye!

ps: siapa tu yang berbual pasal orang tu? jangan test-test ok. mari kita tgk siapa yang kena!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

jom sayang

i realise there's too many types of people i dislike. those who talk big (yada yada yada), those who lie (seriously dude, what DO you get?), those who take people forgranted (what goes around comes around) and of course those who are just plain rude. technically, there are more characteristics, but it just goes to show how hard it is to please me right? but seriously, do YOU like these kinda people? and it's not as if i hate them or anything. but wait, i do hate being lied to. but i don't think i hate liars. i might disown them though. haha but seriously, it's not easy to please me. just ask... hmmm. nevermind.

eh anyways, what's da commotion with the usage of "awak" and "oklah you" now eh? seems like it's been going on for days in my conversations. no offence to boboy biskot, gegerl lion, cik kak karipap and the likes lah, i'm talking about MY personal life here. tapi kalau with the 'right' people, macam ader cara ahh gitu... nyet!

ok awak kita aside, assignments are OUT. and i'm not even excited to start on em. what is new, seriously?

minah meeting tomorrow. yes!

Friday, January 23, 2009

post berterabuh

you know orang selalu cakap bila umur dah mula meningkat, Tuhan tarik kenikmatan dunia kita bit by bit? i might be experiencing it with the people around me.maybe it's just me but she might be losing her strength and maybe her sense of hearing (or maybe kita berbual perlahan sangat) but i hate myself for failing to understand all these and instead, losing my patience over it. yes, my patience. as simple as this and already i see signs of failure in myself. i never wanted to raise my voice. i never wanted to get pissed off. but it just happened that way. i cannot even control my temper. what the hell sia shikin, seriously.

or maybe i'm just scared. coz i do not want it to happen.

just like how we don't want amin to leave (yerlah kita actually taknak) but it's really happening, in 22 days and life's really gonna sucklahbodo.

and i don't think i'm stupid. aku admit aku lembab, selenge dan blur. tapi aku tak bodoh.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

sometimes the last thing you want comes in first
sometimes the first thing you want never comes
but i know that waiting is all you can do

aku nak teh tarik.
i shall wait for teh tarik.
and aku benci nyamuk.
benci.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

revolutionofsixtynine

on a roll or what? very bitch or what? melenting macam minah or what?

songs are great. friends is hilarious.
obama is change. change is good.

aqualung is soo soothing it's putting me to sleep.

Seems to me
I'm exactly where i dreamt
I would be
And the view from here is
Something to see
But i need a hand to hold on to
If i fall
Will you catch me
-If I fall, Aqualung

anyways, since we're living in a world filled with different kinds of people, stop being an ass and just tolerate.

bye.
jangan bimbang sayang.