so how has the early days of 07 treated me? from what i know, it's too soon to complain, yet again, that life's a bitch (and so is you know who). anyways i haven't said that (and meant it) in eons. so i guess, Alhamdulillah.
anyways, kenapa shikin confused? lets see, school/work's started. obviously aku excited.determined though, to instil discipline in whoever i'll be teaching.
jadi first day muka cramp, tak senyum to the boys until assembly period and one of my boys screamed "CIKGU SHIKIN!!!!" and flashed a big smile and waved at me. alah sayang, how to not smile back?
hope and pray. hope and pray. alas,not hard enough. guess what? satu class pun i didn't get. with the new addition to the department, who's perm btw. so you can imagine lah.
aku senyum, cakap "takpe". Tuhan jer tahu how remuk I was inside, at that moment ohkay. i swear i was so broken when i reached home but Mom wasn't there to console me. Too bad.
The next day in school when i saw my boys, coming out of the malay class, I literally cried. sound effect jer. takde airmata pun.haha.
however, i will get to teach the weaker ones to read. Alhamdulillah.
Blessing in disguise. This year, academic is utmost importance. Ada observations by Nos. 1 and 2 lah, book checking and more tedious lesson plans. Alhamdulillah again, i dont have to do all that. Thankful, for the moment, coz u just never know huh.
Pretty contradicting episodes yeah? And that's not all.
Had to relief a certain class. Rowdy. Sumpah aku bingit, then, i received a card from one of them. and he's not one of the well behaved ones in class, mind you. THAT,my dear, shall be my source of motivation. (since i dont have Nabil to shout "Go Kin Go!" to me...eh tu zaman O levels la dok)
lagi satu. met the naughtiest boy in tt class in school tadi (CCA day btw. tell me abt it. sekolah rendah ada cca day; so tak skolah for the boys..banyaklah akademik). and he told me he promised he'll be good starting next week :)
how can i not love em? aiyayaiyayai...
anyways my sec1 boys are missing the school HAHA. 2 came back yesterday, cikgu shikin-ed!and salam-ed me. I can never thank Him enuff for the contentment I'm feeling. Alhamdulillah..
so i guess, although i did feel down in the first week, the bliss and joy I felt topped that,totally.
Syukur to the Almighty, friends, my boys and family. I love you guys so and I hope you're living every minute of the year, with smiles in your hearts. Insya-Allah. Amin.
Alah touching lah pulak kan?
Much LLOOOOOOOVVEEEEE and BIG hugs,
shikin rawks!
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