As I drown myself in self-pity, let me introduce you to a song that will rip all your emotions apart. It's just so beautiful, it's painful. aku sumpah tak faham kenapa aku suka lagu depressing. sigh~ Abang Shahrul Anuar yang ku cintai, take it away baby! (inappropriate sebab lagu seeelllooowww nak mampos)
anyways, in case you secretly admire me and is an avid reader of my blog (shikin, please, stop it.) it would be good for you to know that I'm not enjoying life at the moment. Seems like I'm dreading what I love. I drag my feet everyday.I've done some bad things I'm not proud of and I know I shouldn't have done them. Those actions were uncalled for. Now I'm freaking scared lor. So now it all comes down to patience, again. Tapi takpe, God knows what's best for me and I love you God. :)
And I miss THEM so very much it sucks.
So, what can you do to make me feel better? How about getting Anuar Zain to propose to me? Yes, I lied. I cannot forget him(please, how can I ever?) How about getting a cutie plus hot nak mampos guy named S***** to sing for me? Roses? Chocolates? A trip round the world? Endless supply of money?
The point is, nothing will make me feel better unless I WANT to feel better (and change my outlook on this) because nobody cares about what shit you are going through, girl, it's all up to you. Like I've mentioned, so many times, life doesn't wait for you to get back on your feet and love, the world doesn't revolve around you, and you only. (ya betul)
right. breathe in, breathe out. take everything in your stride.
oh by the way. I've gained so much weight and flab joking about it is just not funny anymore. I should start jogging. Boleh jugak let out steam.
erm yah before I leave, you can get the cutie to sing for me and I will not only love you, I will love you with all my heart. How about?
Much love,
Shikin rawks (all the time)
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
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