run along now

disappointment is an understatement with regards to the mumbai attack.fyi, our very own singaporean didn't make it home. sigh. come on world, just stop all these nonsense. and thailand too. :(

on a brighter side, meet haziq...

insyaAllah, he'll grow up to a better world.

i guess it's time i stop having emotional attachments with people who take me for granted. yup.

got hit by a train

was hit. hard. need a run.



dear brenden, i give you my love.

and watched 'a mighty heart' on dvd. strong woman, salute.

:)

raw

yesternight, i was torn between reading on a lost love and watching happily ever after. by that i meant reading 'A Mighty Heart' and watching 'Enchanted' on HBO. but then, too bad, cinta fitri 3 was on air already. east or west? cinta fitri & farrell is the best!

today was just spent finishing up the book. this one, like 'Do they hear you when you cry' and 'Meena' just made a great impact on me. i soo feel the urge to be the world's sexiest humanitarian ala angelina jolie. haha ok nolah, not sexiest! pffffft. but to be an active humanitarian. yes, shikin, active. HAH.

so, just a recommendation for all you bored people out there, go read 'A Mighty Heart' by Mariane Pearl. It's about the kidnapping and killing of her husband, a journalist, in Pakistan. a sad true story. aku tahu i'm so backdated coz the story's soo yesterday. there's even a movie abt it already but i believe her courage and strength deserves everyone's respect, regardless your race, religion and gender. and amongst em, her husband's the true martyr.

and watch the genius that is Body of Lies, people (not online!) and read this book. you'll get mega orgasm i swear.

p.s: being really free is scary. i'm having interior monologues almost all the time. and realistic melodramas in my head. yes, in my head. will just keep em in there, hopefully things don't turn out that way. if they do, then i must really have special powers.

chris jericho is still soo goodlooking.
bye!

hey buddy

you know how it is when u plan a meetup with good friend(s) and the other party(s) apparently can't make it because they're going out on dates with their other half(s).
love, or whatever you call it, can be a real bitch sometimes.

which is why i find solace in books and you find em in ur guitars, or by dancing, eating, sleeping, exercising and whathaveyous.

i managed to complete Unbreakable. thank god i saved the last 3-4 chapters to the comfort of my own home. i was practically bawling my eyes out. damn i love biographies/autobiographies!

oh yah anyways, seriously, go watch Body of Lies. my dicaprio doesn't disappoint. he really redeemed and revamped himself from those titanic days (ok i admit i was head over heels in loove with him too back then). then there was blood diamond.. macam soooper sexy. and now THIS. t-h-e bomb. i sungguh love!sungguh!

and what else, i think i'm gaining weight by the speed of light. and i think firuz is a real talent coz i just heard 'Dia' and i cannot help but imagine ali's in the background playing with those shakers (or apa benda ah tu)..ala-ala performing tuk datukneneks. muahahaha.

ok remember, don't forget your (single) friends, body of lies and check this site out for some pretty! click here!

p.s:some guy just chatted me up in msn and said 'notti face notti girl'. i went huh?! and he said 'i say you got notti face, i like notti face girls'.

seriously, BODOH OR WHAT. belakaciput.

hehs

aku sumpah dah tak faham Heroes. wad's with the kebelakang and the future. the powers that everyone seem to have. even si mohinder pun nak power. they should bring back isaac mendes, add more to the gorgeous cast. heh heh heh. then dekni mati. the future one. and wad? they're married? sylar has a kid? triplets? seriously, WTH. gini aku free enam minggu pun tak dapat fahami seh. legong. enam minggu kaaapppaaaaaaaaa..

so yah anyways, freedom starts now. i realise something, ok actually i realised it before and have always realised it, i just didnt bother believing in it. i realised we can do anything we want, ANYTHING, if we really, really put our heart and mind into it. (and of course in my case, forego my bangun bila matahari dah tegak, snoozing habits and excelling at procrastinating) we can move the world beneath our feet, if we really really want to.

so maybe my failed attempts at many many things, i just wasn't into them. and of course bukan rezeki. and fate too. it's all written, come on people.

but one thing i know. i've set my heart on reading those 9 books i bought. hell yeah. sembilan liaoz!siao kia! and catching up with my best people. and making my tummy and myself happy. and i'm gonna have a hell load of fun in sabah. :)

for a start, 18 chefs was delicious. "unbreakable" is getting into the 2nd part now (they're married, he's got cancer). james morrison's voice ooozes sexy. and hopefully meeting my bestest bunchabusoks aka cuzzinsgerekspunya this saturday.

so heaven-sent. i'm gleaming every moment.

and i can move you too seh.
maaaaaaacaaaammm paaahaaaaaaam.

scooby doo

so complacent i refuse to start on my final assignment.

somebody shoot me.

ok no.

don't shoot me.

lemme enjoy these moments before slavery beckons.

very tak sabar.

mega

11.45pm. i had mega mcspicy. zomg. fifteen minutes flat. perut aku happy.

now hati berdebar-debar tengok disturbia kat HBO.

paper sastera taknak fikir. padahal belum mula.

i should start panicking now right?

nolah, tomorrow lah k.

post AZ

how can you love someone unconditionally without expecting any love in return? my heart, it practically beats for him. the one. my one. Shahrul Anuar. Senang kata Anuar Zain lah kan. BAHAHAHA. stoppit seh. but really, i lurve him.

yes, i was blown away. that small frame, the big voice. wow. this man can really sing. the rich, soulful voice. and from the heart too. hell i was almost brought to tears the moment he stepped on stage. he HAD to sing that as a starter.."selembut bicara...sehalus sentuhanmu..." yes, i was gone. that one line and i was on my way to pure contentment already. keabadian cinta, well i always thought that was MY song and his. HAHAHAHAHA. diam.

nevermind the fact we were far away from the stage. at least he made an effort to point and wave to the screaming women on top (i.e. US!). sigh i just cant say anything more lah. i was blown away. and he made me fall, hard. it was emotional. it was beautiful. :)

and taufik batisah was there. didicazli too. and come on, you know me. of course i'll take pics with em!

he'll dream of me. la.la.la.

a'ah. aku girlfriend (poser). yang ingat dia lagi famous. don't fret my fans, a nicer pic will be up soon. yes the one with mr TB actually LOOKING at the camera. you ni ehhhh!

i'll start studying tomorrow. insyaAllah. heh.

mondayne

weird. i don't know what's scarier...

sounds of someone hammering their floor in the unit above, at midnight mind you

OR

hearing a china woman screaming angrily whilst talking on the phone under the block opposite AND actually being able to see her screaming, at midnight.

people can be so weird sometimes.

take me for example. i have truckloads worth of words to be written (essay form), and here i am pouring out my thoughts for the night.

i tell you, my PMS was BAD. kinda ended when i FINALLY got my black pepper steak from mak's (da bomb) and went to meet love. spent a night at grandma's place. weird moment again coz i nearly asked "mana datuk?" when everyone's seated in the living room. nasib baik tak tanya. very stupid,shikin.

seeing his room light still switched on in the middle of the night and having my subuh in his room brought me close to tears. i still remember, everything, and God how i miss that old guy. sooo much. :(

love's fine. i can see how she gets lonely when the aunts went to work and Lid's schooling. will try my best to call and visit every now and then now that school's ending. yes, school's ending. in 3 weeks. zomg.

anyways,
it's scary how history's repeating itself. eventually, i'll find myself being blamed. and in the wrong. yet again.

dah tahu kenapa masih nak buat? see, that just explains it, people ARE weird.

i know i am.

bye. take care people.
go get some Travis for urself.
and cheer up will you.

Time to pull the shutters down
Breaking clouds don't make a sound
When they cry

dig out your soul

what the hell seh nur ashikin. perangai macam setan. go away pms. go away essays.

go away lah you! what the banana was all that about, man. urgh.

teori sastera budaya ni apa benda siot.

uurrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

someday you will find me
caught beneath a landslide...

but i'll still be complaining out loud, i swear.

i need food.

ok bye.