aku menyampah and penat tau. hari-hari the mood fluctuates.

it's like every night, i keep telling myself baaaaabiiii ahhh sekolah again tomorrow.
then in school, i realise it's not so bad after all.

and the same old cycle will continue every morning and night, for godknows how long. tak payah cakap practicum habis ah kan. tu bond nak taruk mana? oh god, help me get through this with ease.

but please don't get me wrong. i love teaching and i love my kids.

still, i don't know why the lack of enthusiasm every night.

merepeknakmampos betolah.